I am SO glad that today is over - it's been a very long, very slow and very very boring day... I swear between us me, Marc, Shantel & Leon didn't actually stop yawning. Makes things even worse. Ad it wasn't like we didn't have tons of invoices, because we did. We just totally won't in the mood.

I know it's because I'm stressing out over money (or lack thereof) which is making me slide back down... starting to recognise symptoms, one of which is being - no, wanting - to sleep all the time. And being off my food.
There's a reason my day was long... it's called another 9 hour day. That's two of them so far this week, and it's only Tuesday. Think I'm gonna be doing them every day from now til kingdom come cos I seriously need the money
Hell, I'm even thinking of applying for an evening cleaning or shelf stackking in a supermarket job... even though I know it'll do sweet FA for my mental health... but, well, what can you do, y'know?

Also not helping the mental state is the time of year... its that time when the weather turns grey, miserable, damp and cold. And my knees ache constantly. Naturally, that has a bringing the llama down effect as we

However, having said all that - I know for sure that i'm doing a lot better than I was this time last year because I'm able to say 'i feel like this because of this, this and this' whereas before, I couldn't even put my finger on how I felt.

Wow. This was a happy post, wasn't it?
*rolls eyes at self*
Ok, lets find some positives to talk about.

I'm feeling rather proud of myself this evening. I managed to get all parts of my dinner to be actually done at mostly the same time and nothing burned.
Well, the carrots and pie were done before the potatoes but I just put them on a plate in the oven to keep warm.
And yes, this is actually a major accomplishment

Also, I finished my schmoopy Chris/Steve for marishna's picture prompt fic-a-thon... only, now, itching like anything to post it
*pouts*

That's about it really.

I'm sitting here trying to upload the wibble (since I'm downstairs my net connection is a lot weaker/slower) and I'm being very amused by genius on itunes. I got it to put me together a playlist from Short Story Longer
And so far it's played me Miley Cyrus, Michelle Branch, Avril Lavigne, Spice Girls, Paris Hilton, Dashboard Confessional, Papa Roach, Panic! At The Disco, Ashlee Simpson and is now playing Jeff Buckley
HOW has it got those from The Life Of Riley
The mind does boggle

*pokles photobucket*

*taps foot on the ground*

*eats a mincepie*

Right, well an hour and a half after I started this post, the pictures for the wibble have finally uploaded. Although, in fairness, we have been radiator pokling. Bleeding pretty much every one in the house to try and get some heat in my room and the bathroom. The bathroom is now warm. Mine... went warm and then died again
So, thinking there's a blockage somewhere in the system so are ringing landlord and going 'oi. mate. sort it out!'

So, back to being curled up on the couch for the time being. I shall drink my hot chocolate ♥ and leave you with