All I see is red. As I am getting older...when I am angered I lose the sight of my mind to think clear. A new thing has came along since then. Anger makes my blood boil and as it boils, it rushes through my veins pumping my heart with an andrenaline rush which lead to Stage 1 of my blood rage. As this continues and more anger is heightened it moves to Stage 2. In this stage...my left eye (the one that got damaged in my wreck in 2007 of Dec) begins to bleed from the iris w/o me noticing...until I take a look into a mirror. I did that earlier in the day as I had to awake w/o a fuckin care in the world. I was a little shocked to see this happen and yet dealt with it for a while. As I entered my Criminal Investigation class I wanted to slaughter each and everyone of the mates for asking me how was my day and smiling at me and saying "Good Morning!" Who the fuck says that shit anymore? Get a life. Fuck the morning it's all about the night. Anyway, my rage went into Stage 3 after feeling isolated and lonely as if I was a convicted criminal held in a situation where I had 2 choices...stay and be merry or walk the fuck out and break shit. Stage 3 was a feeling of my eye, yes the same eye, burning with pain and not moving as much as I liked it to. You can clearly see that this rage got more intense and did not leave me. Finally, around pm time the rage got to Stage 4 somewhat and backed off and went into cold blood. This is when I do not say anything or deal with anyone...I am just in my world away from the earth and far beyond.
I will leave you all with "quotes" that I find very truthful and hope for those who are reading this feel the same way as I.

“The best answer to anger is silence.” (And silent I will be.)



"Anger is a killing thing: it kills the man who angers, for each rage leaves him less than he had been before - it takes something from him." - Louis L'Amour

(^^^Fuckin exactly. 100% believable)


“Anger is only a natural reaction; one of the mind's ways of reacting to things that it percieves to be wrong. While anger can sometimes lead people to do shocking things,it can also be an instinct to show people that something isn't right.”

(^^^It jus keeps getting better and better)

“Anger is only one letter short of danger” (After all I am the danger so this is no surprise)

“Anger is not bad. Anger can be a very positive thing, the thing that moves us beyond the acceptance of evil.” - Joan Chittister

(^^^Couldn't have said it much better myself.)


“The world needs anger. The world often continues to allow evil because it isn't angry enough.” - Bede Jarrett

(^^^I couldn't imagine the world having my anger apptitude)


“Anger will never disappear so long as thoughts of resentment are cherished in the mind. Anger will disappear just as soon as thoughts of resentment are forgotten.” - Buddha

(^^^My anger will never go away for any reason until all is forgotten.)

“Anger is never without a reason, but seldom with a good one” Benjamin Franklin

(^^^That means I have every right to be angry.)