so this weekend was amazing. i fugured out a lot of things and i hope that it'll help. it feels so nice to be able to just curl up next to someone and just talk about things and not have to worry. i mean things are finely working out again and i don't need to worry about stupid things. i can just be myself and just let go. i think that i finally have some idea what i want to do with my life but i have so many other things to think about right now that i don't know. *sigh* but that's life. this years going to be stressful since it's senior year but i think that i'll pull through. but i guess that i'll always have somewhere to live.... everyone's just like "come live with me" or "you should move here"  but alli's telling me to hurry up so i best be going..........