I'm a little sad today. My mum just saw Al Green tonight and i'm so jealous, and Luke's just picking on me. and i know he's only doing it to show the flat that nothing happened with us, but if i pick on him back he literally gets drnk and tells me he's moving out. i dont know what to do, he;s never approachable, and tonight Pablo is really looking after me and im taking it out on him; i dont want to talk, i dont want to cry. i'm not hungry yet, i'm comfort eating chips. afjkdhgkfdjhgkhfg

i just want to feel happy.
i actually feel so unwanted here sometimes, and i know everyone loves me, so i dont know why. its just luke.
but yeah, i nkow thats just how he is, and i could handle it, if he could handle my comebacks.

i dont know what to do, usually i would just talk to him, but yeah, he's never alone.

pablo just went to get me chips, and chocolate, in a thunder storm. good boyfriend. we;re going to watch a knights tale and sleep forever


oh, and two assignments in on the same day means that i was born under a bad omen.