so, coppess called april's mother and told her we were making out and cuddling at campus life on monday. and also told her that april left early from campus life and the student leader meeting! what a bunch of bullshit! april called me crying. her mom told her she can't go to campus life anymore as long as i go. and of course she can't be a student leader anymore because she's living a life of sin. fuck that.
fuck campus life! fuck coppess! i'm never going again! fuck everyone and their ignorant, hypocritical selves! i'm fucking through! you people make me sick! i was so afraid of losing her earlier... she didn't know what to do. she was screaming "what's the point?" i am NOT losing this amazing girl over stupid shit that stupid people create to ruin our lives. i would do anything for april. anything. so i've decided not to go to meetings anymore. i knew this was going to happen. it was inevitable. i've lost the one place that felt like home... but i'd rather be with this girl i've fallen so  deeply in love with than keep going to a place where all i am is an abomination.
stupid fucking rant. i apologise.

seriously, what the hell?

"love thy neighbor" is a bunch of bullshit.

go shoot some more innocent deer in the moonlight, matt coppess. because jesus loves animal killers and hypocrites.

i'm going to go throw up now.