What a miserably hard past few days I've had. I need to find a job, badly. Problem is, it's hard to work when you can't drag yourself out of bed in the morning and somehow even waterproof eye make-up runs. Everyone around me seems to see me as a slacker or lazy, I used to stand up for myself when this happened but lately I just go along with it. Like I can possibly feel worse. I almost threw up today while watching someone get a nose job on tv. I'm usually pretty good when it comes to surgery business, actually I don't ever remember feeling ill watching anything. Anyways, made me want one a little less. I bet if they never showed that stuff on tv the world would be a lot prettier.
Oh well, I'm going to bed before I start playing solitaire.