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...and this is how it all started


Published : 4 months, 1 week ago (Tue, 03 Jun 2008 21:32:01 PDT)
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Mark says:
Ya...I'm here...Hi Honey
Mark says:
Class was good today Irum
Mark says:
You missed out
Irum says:
hi
Mark says:
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Irum says:
i didnt have class, so good cover
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ok....
Mark says:
Ya but I had Geography today
Irum says:
as i was saying on the phone in response to your question
Mark says:
I'm Majoring in it Yo!
Irum says:
oh inside joke that reminds me of
Mark says:
is it dir....ok
Mark says:
I was going to say ...
Irum says:
uhuh
Mark says:
so ya...
Irum says:
oh i thought you were saying something
Irum says:
you asked me if i was doing this for the right reasons
Irum says:
at which point i told you that you could find out by leaving me
Irum says:
if i still go ahead with the plan, then you know that i am doing this for me and not for you and i
Mark says:
but I don't want to leave you....
Irum says:
lets be realistic mark, our relationship is a factor in why i am doing this, but like i said, i have wanted to do this for a long time
Irum says:
to be on my own
Irum says:
yeah i don't want to eat vegetables but that doesnt mean they arent good for me
Mark says:
I am good for you Irum....
Mark says:
you should eat me....ok ok.....I had to...
Mark says:
so anyway
Irum says:
oh dear
Irum says:
anyways
Irum says:
its something that i have been thinking about for a while
Irum says:
its something that i talked ot carrie about too  how i wasnt sure if i should be relying on your for support
Mark says:
It means alot to me if I know you are doing this for the right reasons
Irum says:
and she told me that there was nothing wrong with relying on you  
Irum says:
i know that
Mark says:
Yes....
Irum says:
but anyways, i just dont feel right relying on you
Irum says:
as i have said before
Irum says:
if i have to stay at cailins until school is done, and then move somewhere in toronto when i get a job, i know that i can do it on my own
Mark says:
I know you can too....but just because at THIS particular point we are not moving in...doesn't mean it won't happen any time in the near future.....
Irum says:
i am not saying that at all
Mark says:
maybe we work something out in the next week, month...and decide to just get married and move in,,,,,
Irum says:
but thats in the future and i cannot spend my time worrying about the future, i need to worry about the here and now
Irum says:
i think that puts a lot of pressure on both, you and i
Irum says:
to move so quick, no matter how ready we may think that we are
Mark says:
that is true...you need to get by this before we can just be together.....and YES you should definitely be writing a book...
Irum says:
i think i'll pass on the book as my grammer and vocabulary is rather limited and confined
Mark says:
start a secret diary Irum....
Mark says:
keep it online
Mark says:
they have editors for that shit...
Mark says:
its the story they are after
Irum says:
i used to have an online blog, but anyways thanks
Irum says:
its ok  i dont need to make a book out of my life
Mark says:
Ahhh Sweetie...
Irum says:
i do not need other people looking back on my life and knowing it in intimate detail
Irum says:
especially when i want to be a supreme court judge
Mark says:
thats only if it turns into a romance novel....and ya,,,,,
Mark says:
but the story could use fictional characters....
Mark says:
maybe not...
Irum says:
thank you for diverting our attention from the issues at hand
Mark says:
but we would become celebrities
Mark says:
 
Mark says:
I need an editor
 
Mark just sent you a nudge.
 
Mark says:
ok
Mark says:
ok
Irum says:
I will become a celebrity when I am on the bench and you will become a celebrity when you become a pro golfer or tennis player
Mark says:
Iets talk business\
Mark says:
exactly
Mark says:
thats my girl
Irum says:
we both have potential to be great, and we will do so, whether we do it together or not will be determined by what the future hold
Irum says:
s
Mark says:
You should put those kind of quotes in the book....thats perfect!!!!!I'm so looking forward to our future Irum!
Irum says:
why wouldn't you?
Irum says:
you know it will be good afterall, regardless of where our relationship stands
Irum says:
its not about being a cynic, but rather a realist, correct?
Irum says:
we can both dream big about our future together, but who knows where we are going to be in a couple of years?!
Mark says:
its getting through these type times that make a couple strong
Irum says:
agreed
Irum says:
but at the same time, it is hard enough for me to rely on people to get me through this time
Irum says:
and i cannot expect other people to be there for me
Mark says:
now you are being a cynic
Irum says:
i understand that my relationship with them will determine how much they are willing to do for me but i do not feel comfortable telling my story to the world and asking it to be there for me
Irum says:
if i spend the next couple of months at cailins (if it comes to that) then i can move out when i get a job
Irum says:
go and look for an apartment, and survive on my own when i am out there
Mark says:
settle down Irum....
Irum says:
i don't know what you are implying by saying that
Mark says:
I'm saying ... settle down Irum
Irum says:
im settle
Mark says:
Good...
Irum says:
alright
Irum says:
yes?
Mark says:
things are going to be fine
Irum says:
I know that
Irum says:
i know that at the end of the day, things are going to be fine
Irum says:
but that doesn't mean that things are not fine righ tnow, because they aren't
Irum says:
maybe i should have waited till i was done school, but that doesn't mean it was a wrong decision for me to tell my mom
Irum says:
i have been wanting to live on my own since i can remember
Mark says:
so what if she wants you to not say anything right now.....
Irum says:
i used to tell someone that i wanted to move out of my parents house, to my own house, and then my husbands
Mark says:
thats exact way I see it
Irum says:
my mom doesn't want me to say anything right now because she wants me to frget about it and just swallow this ssecret whole, just like she wants to do
Mark says:
but she will still know
Mark says:
but just keep it hidden from your father....
Mark says:
so what if you did it in phases Irum
Irum says:
no  she's going ot assume that i chickened out
Mark says:
like phase I would be...Dad...I am moving out
Mark says:
you know.....
Mark says:
let him take that......
Mark says:
next you could actually move out after school is done
Mark says:
to a nice place in Toronto
Mark says:
I could come live with you ......not officially of course
Mark says:
we could own a large bed
Mark says:
and a car
Mark says:
live in a nice littel condo
Mark says:
get married
Mark says:
and work on getting your parents to accept it over time
Mark says:
but we would be together
Mark says:
you would have your education
Mark says:
you would have the time to apply ot law school
Mark says:
you woudl not have the stress of all this
Mark says:
but you and \i would be set for life
Mark says:
enjoying each other
Mark says:
together
Mark says:
romance
Mark says:
freedom
Mark says:
long walks in the park holding hands
Irum says:
what romance?
Mark says:
and nice Sealy perfect sleeper.....
Irum says:
 but anyways
Mark says:
to do it on
Irum says:
oh ew
Mark says:
so stain with rose peddles
Irum says:
petals
Irum says:
i am unsure about the phasing it out
Irum says:
i still want to move out, and he isnt going to be taking THAT well
Mark says:
and I ly you naked bubble bathed body on the bed...after I pick you out of our super clean hottub
Irum says:
and on top of that, my mom would still know
Irum says:
see, wishful thinking
Mark says:
so what
Mark says:
you could work on her secretly
Mark says:
afterall
Mark says:
she isn't going to talk you out of it
Irum says:
let reality hit you and say that things aren't going to be that peachy
Mark says:
she knows
Mark says:
better
Mark says:
 
Irum says:
how can i work on it secretly?
Irum says:
look
Mark says:
like the times you massage her feet
Irum says:
i am infamous for getting cold feet at the last minute
Mark says:
Irum...
Mark says:
they are living with you right now.....
Mark says:
make your life easy for the next 4 months
Irum says:
or waiting till the last minute to spring something on people
Mark says:
I love You
Irum says:
2 months
Mark says:
we will get married
Irum says:
you dont know that
Mark says:
I needed some time to work up a plan
Irum says:
you say that like its a forsure thing, when it is not
Mark says:
and I think we found it my friend
Mark says:
 
Irum says:
i need to think about this, i need to speak with other people
Irum says:
i am not sure that phasing it out will work out so great  everyone in my family except my dad knows that i am looking forward to moving out
Mark says:
baby.....they will go back to Muscot
Mark says:
you will be done school
Irum says:
i am planning life that way when i talk to my mom, my brother about the car
Irum says:
muscat
Irum says:
yeah they will, but i am not sure my mom will be able to sleep peacefully at night
Mark says:
thats exactly why you need to just work on her gently
Mark says:
my spelling is bad
Mark says:
thats why I watched the spelling bee on tv the other day
Irum says:
yeah i know thats ok, i am a mean bitch
Mark says:
i was impressed and jealous of the Grade 6 asian boys
Irum says:
not like there are any other kinds of bitches in this world
Irum says:
i bet you were
Mark says:
bitch?
Irum says:
yes
Irum says:
anyways
Irum says:
i dont know mark
Irum says:
this shouldnt be YOUR plan this should be OUR plan
Irum says:
and i need to figure out my own plan until our plan
Mark says:
but it has been Irum
Mark says:
we have discussed this over the past 456 days
Mark says:
it always takes me a while to absorb
Mark says:
and analyze
Irum says:
ok i am unsure as to what you are talking about
Mark says:
but it based of what you have been telling me
Irum says:
see above comment
Mark says:
totally of course
Mark says:
ok....
Mark says:
phased approach
Mark says:
OUR plan for the future
Irum says:
so you are suggesting that for now, i continue with my life, and tell my dad that i am planning on moving out and see what happens?
Mark says:
I think it is a little less shock to him and a little lower impact to you
Irum says:
he will tell me that my mom should go live with me, even if i tell him thats not what i am looking for and at this age they shouldnt be apart
Mark says:
ok ok sure Dad
Mark says:
and then just go when the time comes Irum
Irum says:
yeah doesnt work like that
Irum says:
maybe your mom should live with you until your graduation
Mark says:
Be a good little Muslim girl....go to school....my house.....I will come and see you more...now that I have a Manager to help me...
Irum says:
and that way she doesnt have to come back
Mark says:
huh?
Irum says:
noting
Irum says:
so you want me to continue with the scherade of being someone i am not?
Irum says:
for another couple of months?
Mark says:
how are you really pretending...
Mark says:
you come and go as you please....
Irum says:
i cant just keep my head down
Irum says:
no i dont
Irum says:
are you kidding?
Mark says:
they are going to be gone for 2 weeks
Irum says:
i may have that power with my mom but not with my dad
Mark says:
you can say you go to school more often
Irum says:
i dont know how he is going to react when he finds out about thursday
Irum says:
i say that
Mark says:
You have classes 8 days a week and you have study groups
Mark says:
etc
Irum says:
i had this conversation with my mom TODAY
Mark says:
and you need more money for books
Mark says:
 
Irum says:
all i do now is go to school and see you
Irum says:
i have nno other life
Irum says:
i never see my fucking friends
Irum says:
and i dont have a life
Mark says:
You WILL Irum .... in like 3 months
Irum says:
no i wont
Mark says:
you can do whatever the fuck you want
Irum says:
i am always bound by something
Irum says:
always
Mark says:
when you have your own place
Mark says:
or are living with me
Irum says:
its called a fucking life or job or whatever
Mark says:
you can do whatever the fuck you want
Mark says:
we can be together Irum
Mark says:
we will both be in great places
Irum says:
Mark, its just not as easy as you are making it out to be
Irum says:
thats all
Mark says:
and ready to take on the next challenge of getting you into law school....
Irum says:
 .
Irum says:
   
Mark says:
It could be Honey
Irum says:
we'll see how when we get there
Mark says:
seriously
Mark says:
there is a reason why your mom hasn't said anything
Irum says:
i just cant take this so light heartedly
Mark says:
a sign
Irum says:
no its not a sign
Mark says:
no definitely don't go lightly
Irum says:
and if it is, its a sign that she wants to beat me with a shoe and cannot
Mark says:
maybe she doesn't want to have your Dad deal with this kind of stuff at his age or maybe she doesn;t want him dealing with it all at once
Mark says:
she want to try to talk you out of it...but you can use those opportunities to make her come around
Mark says:
its perfect
Irum says:
she doesn't want him dealing with it at all
Irum says:
i am not sure i understand
Irum says:
use those as opportunities?
Mark says:
but she will come to realize that he will have to ... but you are being incredibly smart about your approach
Irum says:
i am? i am not
Mark says:
yes ... you totally are
Mark says:
there is a reason you told you mother Irum
Mark says:
there is a reason why she hasn't said anything
Irum says:
have i told you that since i can remember i have wanted to run away from home?
Mark says:
ok so you will be free in 3 months
Irum says:
i mean after moving here, not before, because before, i was totally dangerous and extreme as a child
Irum says:
ok you cant steal my thunder, i was going somewhere with that runaway story
Mark says:
and we move us into a condo until we get married
Mark says:
ok ok
Mark says:
 
Irum says:
i am not sure about the living together officially before we are married, and before we tell my parents
Irum says:
plus we arent getting married/engaged until they know
Mark says:
that is perfect then Irum
Mark says:
wow
Irum says:
wow what?
Mark says:
just the way the pieces are coming together
Irum says:
you dont feel comfortable getting engaged before my parents know, because you would like to protect your own interest, which i totally understand
Irum says:
i dont know
Irum says:
you make it sound too easy when it isnt
Mark says:
and that buys us some time to work on the contigency plan
Irum says:
so anwyas, about running away

Mark says:
I am ready to engage you whenever you tell me the time is right....
Irum says:
even then, i used to look for ways to frame my own death because i thought that would be easier for my parents to take than telling them that i wanted to run away and live the life that i wanted
Mark says:
I am standing at the the front of the line...with my #1 ticket....ok...I am listening.....
Irum says:
that seems to contradict what you have said to me in the past
Irum says:
wht? front of the line? with your ticket?
Mark says:
well I consider our relationship growing by the day
Irum says:
i feel like we are growing exponentially and then we get into a row and we take a huge step back and see the errors of our ways (of growing rather quickly)
Irum says:
row = fight/argument (fight = when you yell at me)
Mark says:
I was actually thinking about how they serve you at the deli in like one of the Italian supermarkets....
Mark says:
ok wooooo
Irum says:
ha ha ha
Mark says:
thats with an Italian twist....
Irum says:
just liek that too  ha space ha space ha
Mark says:
ha ha ha...very funny Chughtai
Irum says:
anyways
Irum says:
where were you going with this growing of our relationship train?
Mark says:
I apologies for raising my voice earlier....I have fustrations too.....and I want to be there for you .....and I have been thinking and thinking about our situation....and just getting a bit fustrated I guess...
Mark says:
apologize
Irum says:
its done
Irum says:
what is frustrating you?
Irum says:
Mark, you talk to me about how i need to be better at communicating my needs, i need the same from you
Mark says:
We are so close...I want to do this right....
Mark says:
I have a manager that i have to impress...
Irum says:
if you dont have needs, and thats fine, but i still need you to talk to me about your frustrations
Irum says:
i know hunny, you have a ton of shit on your plate
Mark says:
I will need you to be there for me....
Irum says:
manager, your dads condo, your dads ride up this weekend, where he is going to stay, your mom and richard, and you and pickett
Mark says:
think about how strong we can be when we can totall focus on being ther for each other...
Mark says:
it will be awesome Irum
Irum says:
yes, fine i get that
Mark says:
yes Baby...
Irum says:
its just, saying something like, well irum, i have my own life to focus on right now too
Mark says:
You are an amazing girl....we are awesome together......
Irum says:
well that just makes me very angry
Irum says:
i know that, and maybe i am angry because i feel bad for springing all this on you
Mark says:
Ok and we have worked together over the last couple days to sort it out....
Irum says:
so then i dont want to involve you in this big move in my life, not because i don't need you to be there, but because you have your own shit to be concentrating on
Mark says:
you should talk to you Mom
Irum says:
so i can learn to deal with my own stuff, i dont need to be concerning you with the little shit that happens in mine
Mark says:
its not little shit Irum
Irum says:
i don't want you to not take this vacation, i have never said that, and i don't think like
Mark says:
but it is something that you need to deal with....it will make US stronger in the end
Irum says:
i realise that you work your ass off and deserve time off to be just yourself, and it was never my intention to come across as someone who was telling you that you shouldnt enjoy your life
Mark says:
smile...I know Irum
Irum says:
i will talk to my mom when i feel good and ready to talk to my mom
Mark says:
me smiling that is
Mark says:
understood
Irum says:
sure?
Irum says:
i still stand by my earlier comments though mark
Irum says:
i do not feel right involving you in this right now, i will deal with this
Mark says:
ok Irum...fair enough
Mark says:
but I still will be there for you to lean on....
Irum says:
i understand that we will work on "our" plan
Irum says:
i understand that and i appreciate that
Mark says:
and be here to support you
Mark says:
to talk to at any hour
Mark says:
of the day or night
Irum says:
yes, i know that
Irum says:
i just should not be taking you up on that the way i have
Irum says:
its really difficult at first to rely on someone, but one is quick to realise that it becomes too easy to then continuously rely on someone
Irum says:
and i just can't do that to you anymore
Mark says:
so see you over the next 2 months whenever I can....while focusing on setting up my career to support you goals during the next phase of our life....
Irum says:
ok
Mark says:
Baby...its ok...I have never ever let you down in that regard
Irum says:
in what regard?
Irum says:
being there for me when i want to talk to you?
Mark says:
being there for you to talk to...
Mark says:
yes.
Mark says:
 
Irum says:
you are right, you are always there for me when i want to talk to you
Irum says:
oh yes, and i also don't appreciate comments about how i am milking this opportunity to make you feel bad
Mark says:
its all fustrations
Mark says:
on both sides
Mark says:
the point is...we worked past it
Irum says:
yeah i have to stop calling you back and just be grumpy
Irum says:
 
Mark says:
we both learned some communication strategies when dealing with each other
Irum says:
that we shouldnt communicate?
Mark says:
exactly
Mark says:
we are totally on the same page...no
Irum says:
well then, next time you can just wait for me to call you because its not going to happen
Mark says:
it doesn't matter
Mark says:
I will be looking for you in some form of media
Mark says:
via MSN
Mark says:
via TXT
Irum says:
yeah when you calm the fuck down
Mark says:
via le telefonie
Irum says:
which usually means not before about 12am
Irum says:
ANYWAYS
Mark says:
whatever Homo
Irum says:
i told you i dont forget that easily
Mark says:
so you're telling me you forgive?!?!?
Mark says:
Awww Sweetie....
Mark says:
haha
Irum says:
theres seems to be a lot of forgiving going on lately
Irum says:
i am really starting to see why they say that relationships arent about winning
Mark says:
I feel like a winner
Mark says:
 
Irum says:
well its only because you are retarded
Irum says:
 
Mark says:
I feel like we are both winners right now actually......hahahahaha
Mark says:
lmao
Irum says:
i am not sure i totally agree but sure
Mark says:
Oh you will be fine Irum
Mark says:
you are a survivor
Mark says:
thats also why you picked me
Mark says:
 
Irum says:
o hi know that i will be totally fine
Mark says:
and I love you too
Irum says:
and i didn't pick you because you were retarded
Irum says:
but becuase you were a bad boy, looking bakc on it, it was a decision terribly made
Mark says:
jerk...
Irum says:
as you stole my virginity quite early in the relationship and did everything to get into my pants
Irum says:
and were successful
Mark says:
score one for Doyle
Irum says:
not funny
Mark says:
jackpot....in the old gay dude from Family Guy
Mark says:
voice
Irum says:
it actually hurt s me everytime i think about it
Irum says:
that all you wanted to do was sleep with me
Irum says:
and you did whatever possible to do that
Irum says:
although you tell me that by that point you werent into that, and were looking to settle down, but i am not dumb enough to believe that you were looking into dating a 20 year old girl for settling down purposes and not for "banging her" purposes
Mark says:
get off it Irum.....I love you like I have loved no other girl in my life...you are my world ......I want us to be together....oh god I hope you can cook!!!
Irum says:
i love food mark
Irum says:
and yeah those comments still stand
Mark says:
ya ya...
Mark says:
I know you love me...ha!
Irum says:
but i like how you are saying nothing in your defense which only makes me believe that what i have thought all this time is true
Irum says:
and that you lied to me
Mark says:
this is going to really happen
Irum says:
you lie to me more?
Irum says:
yes i think so too
Mark says:
what are you talking about
Mark says:
ok
Irum says:
you lied to me when you said that you were over the whole just having sex with girls
Mark says:
Honestly
Irum says:
when you slept with Tam in like Jan, and me in April
Mark says:
at first I thought you were super cute...you had this beautiful smile
Mark says:
and you would just grin at me...
Irum says:
and  i know you were not thinking about a relationship with me when you first saw me
Mark says:
and I was intrigued.....
Irum says:
you wanted to know what i looked like naked
Mark says:
so what....
Irum says:
so what?
Mark says:
like I was saying
Mark says:
I thought you were cute
Irum says:
you were intrigued   yes yes
Irum says:
you wanted to do me mark
Mark says:
I liked the way you looked
Irum says:
short and simple
Mark says:
I was glad you asked me to come over
Irum says:
you wanted to do me
Mark says:
yes
Mark says:
so what
Irum says:
nothing more
Mark says:
I digress
Irum says:
you just wanted to get into my pants mark
Mark says:
so anyway....I was totally attracted to you in a sexual way....
Mark says:
but you impressed me on our first date
Irum says:
and that makes you the same guy that you were when you were still horing it up with Tam and Shelley/Shelly
Irum says:
because i told you that i wasnt a whore and i wouldnt sleep withyou?
Mark says:
I liked the way you were
Irum says:
you liked that i was a cheap date
Mark says:
I was intrigued yes....Irum....stop
Irum says:
i cant mark, that part still gets to me
Mark says:
you told me you were "dating" three guys
Irum says:
YOU WERE ONE OF THE THREE
Mark says:
no shit
Irum says:
and i wasnt sleeping with any of them and i TOLD you that
Mark says:
I went out with you once "offically" after I knew that
Mark says:
but at first I wasn't sure when you came over to my desk and sat in the chair
Irum says:
oh i remember that day
Irum says:
pretty  sure i remember what i was wearing too
Mark says:
you just tolkd me you were looking to have a good time
Mark says:
you do the math Irum
Mark says:
I was hoping you weren'\t a slut
Irum says:
i was there for 6 weeks, i was looking for a good time, and was dating 2 other guys
Mark says:
especially if you were potentially sleeping with 2 other guys
Irum says:
hang on a sex
Irum says:
sec
Irum says:
you wanted to go out wiht me BEFORE i told you that i may be easy
Mark says:
thats shy I asked you at Rose and crown dork!
Irum says:
oh i remember
Irum says:
"are you haivng "fun" wiht these guys?"
Irum says:
"fun..?  yeah they are fun
Irum says:
"
Irum says:
"no no, are you having FUN with these guys?"
Mark says:
Yes....I was happy you were not easy...Jackass
Irum says:
"oh you mean am i having sex with them? no no i am not i am not like that"
Irum says:
please
Mark says:
if I am looking to get Married Irum.....I don't want an easy girl....
Mark says:
I want a wifey
Irum says:
i know that
Irum says:
but you didnt when you initally wanted soemething to happen with us
Irum says:
back at tim hortons day
Irum says:
you didnt look for a wifey in me
Irum says:
just a girl you could screw
Irum says:
add to the list
Irum says:
thats what i thought
Mark says:
no....I was attracted to you like crazy....and probably wanted you pretty bad....but it is also wanting to find a wifey
Irum says:
not in me
Mark says:
so I didn't mind taking it slow
Irum says:
just admit that mark
Irum says:
all you initially wanted was to rape my ass and move on
Mark says:
I swear Irum
Irum says:
so you are admitting that i am right? i knew it
Mark says:
I was looking for a wife
Mark says:
the right type of girl
Mark says:
I was done with all that
Mark says:
and I found her....
Mark says:
she is the most amazing girl
Mark says:
I love her to death
Irum says:
you cant sweet talk me, Mark
Irum says:
uhuh uhuh
Irum says:
it upset me that Carol-Ann would make stupid comments about me being in highschool
Mark says:
Who cares....
Irum says:
because she was doubting your character when she said that
Mark says:
she is just jealous of your youthful exuberince
Irum says:
she wanted to make sure that you were smart enough to date a girl that was legal at least
Irum says:
oh dont use fancy words to cover it up
Irum says:
it pissed me off that she said that
Mark says:
do you want me not to say anything?
Irum says:
but then i guess i should get used to it, as people will always assume that i am in highschool
Irum says:
no i want you to say something to me, not her
Irum says:
to me
Mark says:
ok
Irum says:
so i was right, you were wrong
Mark says:
about what?
Irum says:
why you and i got together
Mark says:
geesh Irum
Irum says:
i dont really remember us going out a lot before we officially started going out
Irum says:
which is bothering me
Irum says:
there was tims, rose and crown, shoeless joes,
Irum says:
yorkdale mall
Mark says:
well the times we did go you out you dumped me
Irum says:
shut up, that was 
Irum says:
and then east sidess
Mark says:
but I would come get you at 4am
Irum says:
and then that one day at your house when we got the departed
Irum says:
oh please
Irum says:
you did that ONCE
Irum says:
and i got a duck out of it
Mark says:
no....like 4 or 5 times
Irum says:
i stay the night now, and what do i get?
Irum says:
NO way
Mark says:
a cool duck with sunglasses
Irum says:
you did that once or TWICE at the MAX
Irum says:
i added the barbie sunglasses buddy
Mark says:
accessories added seperately
Mark says:
 
Mark says:
I even know what you are going to write before you write it.....sometimes
Mark says:
except when you yell at me...
Mark says:
which is like never...cause
Irum says:
you deserve a yelling when you yellat me
Irum says:
please i yell when you yell
Mark says:
you won't do that type of stuff
Mark says:
or don't
Irum says:
but then i cant yell because you start scaring me so i cry instead
Irum says:
asshole
Mark says:
ya yha...that's it
Mark says:
oh sorry Sweetheart
Irum says:
burn in hell, Doyle
Mark says:
.....
Irum says:
your not sorry and whatever
Mark says:
I said that slow and remoseful\
Mark says:
ok
Irum says:
i dont need you to be sorry
Mark says:
Baby we both needed to vent
Mark says:
the point is....we are talking now...and in a waaaaaaaay better shape
Irum says:
yes and you are right, we both need to yell at each OTHER when we vent and get upset
Irum says:
uh yeah
Mark says:
its not going to fit perfectly
Irum says:
and i am the one that ends up caving in and calling you, and then you call me and apologize, and its like "this is fucked up"
Mark says:
I referece Irums lack of soulmate belief
Mark says:
but anyway
Mark says:
it takes work ...any relationship takes work
Irum says:
soul mates do NOT exist
Mark says:
we have to learn about each other
Mark says:
that's what I am saying Homo
Irum says:
yeah well, they dont
Irum says:
relationships do not come easy,any type of relationships
Mark says:
the point is that we understand or are learning to understand each other better and better
Irum says:
at least i suffer through your stupid ass yelling and stay on the line unlike other girls that wouldnt put up with that shit
Mark says:
it wouldn't be worth it if we didn't have to do a little bit of fighting for it
Mark says:
and I quote my incredibly beautiful Girlfriend
Irum says:
oh so NOW you are calling these fights?!
Irum says:
no one likes a brown noser, Mark
Mark says:
insert brown joke here..
Mark says:
but anyway...
Irum says:
shouldn't you be in bed snoozing?
Mark says:
browntown....where all the boys are gay
Irum says:
no where all the boys are brown actually
Mark says:
browntown .... stick it in my bum, you may!
Irum says:
EEEEEEEEE
Irum says:
took too long, disqualified
Mark says:
but sooo worth it
Mark says:
 
Irum says:
you would want it in your bum
Irum says:
maybe pickett can do the honours this weekend
Mark says:
Irum does secretly
Mark says:
 
Irum says:
rape your ass
Irum says:
ew
Mark says:
I love when you do the ew...I can always picture and hear you saying it
Irum says:
ew pictureS?
Irum says:
my ass is sore
Irum says:
and i cleaned my phone this mornig
Mark says:
hi...sorry ... my computer prematurely ejaculated when you changed your picture
Mark says:
I had to reboot
Irum says:
what?!
Mark says:
sorry...your ass is sore
Irum says:
thats fucked up
Mark says:
tell me more?
Irum says:
and i said ew pictures?
Irum says:
how about now?
Irum says:
did it mess up again?
Mark says:
no picturing you saying ewww
Irum says:
ooooooooh
Mark says:
nope..
Irum says:
can you see it?
Mark says:
take that down please
Mark says:
 
Mark says:
rapiest
Irum says:
uh why?
Mark says:
how about naked Irum
Irum says:
why should i take it down?
Mark says:
lock your door
Mark says:
loil
Mark says:
 
Irum says:
idiot
Irum says:
= ---->
Irum writes:
 
Irum says:
idiot
Mark says:
   hes getting stroked and they he orgasams in his hand
Irum says:
so gross mark
Mark says:
sorry Baby past my bed time
Mark says:
  
Mark says:
a
Irum says:
 
Mark says:
s
Irum says:
 
Mark says:
three blind  browntown guys
Mark says:
brown town where all the boys dive deep....
Mark says:
brown town with my dick in you cheeks you will sleep
Irum says:
i think you should go away now
Irum says:
this picture of you is so decieving
Irum says:
it makes you look innocent
Mark says:
Mark...don;t ever talk like that again
Mark says:
whatever
Mark says:
I am so innocent ..... aww there be my cutie
Irum says:
i am innocent compared to you
Mark says:
whatever 4 guys
Mark says:
I was number 4
Irum says:
yeah it is for othe rguys that i put this up
Irum says:
yeah you were
Irum says:
you never met #3
Mark says:
cool
Irum says:
he was
Irum says:
alvin chick
Irum says:
he was so awkwrd and cute it was hilarious
Mark says:
you dated a chick
Irum says:
we used to make SO much fun of him
Irum says:
i never dated him
Irum says:
i had no desire to
Irum says:
i was dating you and that was more than i could handle
Irum says:
did your computer restart again?!
Irum says:
oh there you are
 
  Your contact appears to be offline, so you cannot send a nudge.
 
Mark says:
CAN i TURN ON MY WEBCAM?
Irum says:
 
Irum says:
go for it
Irum says:
do you even know how to use it?
Mark says:
no
Irum writes:

Irum says:
ifsdkfj
Irum says:
wtf?!
Irum says:
well
Irum says:
you have to set it up through msn. h tech savvy person
*
* Mark is inviting you to start viewing webcam. Do you want to Accept (Alt+C) or Decline (Alt+D) the invitation?
*
* You have accepted the invitation to start viewing webcam.
*
Irum says:
aaaaaaaaah h
Mark says:
can you see my orange shirt
Irum says:
this is just too weird now
Mark says:
Ok I am cutting it...
Irum says:
yeah i thought it was yellow
Irum says:
ooooo
Irum says:
take it off
Irum says:
grrrrrrr
Irum says:
LOL
Irum says:
i should lock my door
Irum says:
you weirdo
Mark says:
whatever homo
Mark says:
just don't be putting me on utube
Mark says:
 
Irum says:
 
Irum says:
wheres the sound?
Irum says:
or there isnt ny?
Irum says:
mark wtf?
Irum says:
keep it on
Mark says:
I'm using headphones or something
Irum says:
no one needs to see your pee pee
Irum says:
that shouldnt change your mike
Irum says:
mic
Irum says:
whatever
Mark says:
ok I can cut it
Irum says:
cut what?
Irum says:
 
Irum says:
you arent in a porno
Irum says:
i know thats what you are wanting and tihinking
Irum says:
but you arent in a porno
Irum says:
are NOT
Irum says:
in case you didnt get it
Irum says:
ARE NOT in the porn industry
Irum says:
i figured you were reaching for your girlfriend for the night
Irum says:
oor pillow
Irum says:
poor
Irum says:
you are a freak
Irum says:
i could go get my dads laptop so you could see my reaction to you
Mark says:
You are funny and got your entertainment for the night
 
  Mark has stopped viewing webcam with you.
 
Irum says:
but i think its better when i tell you how disgusted i am but typing it
Irum says:
damn IT
Irum says:
come on
Irum says:
i was enjoying that
Irum says:
come on
Irum says:
come on
Mark says:
I love it
Mark says:
 
Irum says:
come back
Irum says:
that was funny
 
  Mark is inviting you to start viewing webcam. Do you want to Accept (Alt+C) or Decline (Alt+D) the invitation?
 
  You have accepted the invitation to start viewing webcam.
 
Irum says:
  i remeber that hat
Irum says:
is there sound?
Irum says:
so glad door is locked
Irum says:
are you talking?
Mark says:
I was  bit
Irum says:
i cant hear you
Mark says:
ok
Irum says:
im retty sure you dnt have a mic?
Mark says:
I can't talk
Irum says:
why so seroius doyle?
Irum says:
i know, you sound like a duck
Irum says:
you should not unleash that onto the world
Irum says:
its just wrong
Irum says:
 h   h
Irum says:
what are you listening to?
Irum says:
yeah cause its that long
Irum says:
that you need to go so high up in the air for it
Irum says:
when yo uare stroking it
Irum says:
uh dont play around with it
Irum says:
you are plenty white
Mark says:
you are a homo
Mark says:
and pretty browntown
Mark says:
show yourself woman
Irum says:
here we go with the browntown
Irum says:
i cant
Irum says:
i dont have a webcam
Irum says:
exactly
Irum says:
use a damn mic foo
Irum says:
wait
Irum says:
wait
Irum says:
k
Irum says:
talk
Irum says:
nope can only see your beautifully cut hair
Irum says:
nothing is muted
Irum says:
 h a
Irum says:
you are so funn
Irum says:
y
Irum says:
with what you said
Irum says:
that i didnt hear
Irum says:
i cant hear you
Irum says:
i can just see you laughing
Irum says:
at yourself
Irum says:
clearly
Irum says:
dumbo
Irum says:
with big ears and all
Mark says:
I'm funny
Irum says:
and slow typing
Mark says:
whatever
Irum says:
yeah funny looking
Irum says:
as is evident
Irum says:
no
Irum says:
no no
Mark says:
look at turbo foo
Irum says:
i enjoy the face
Mark says:
I am on fire
Mark says:
look at me go
Irum says:
no yo uare not
Irum says:
please
Irum says:
i am better than you
Irum says:
and we both know that
Mark says:
at what
Irum says:
I CANT BLOODY WELL HEAR YOU
Irum says:
stop farting
Mark says:
being a homo
Irum says:
cause i can still smell you, ass
Mark says:
I'm trying to let you feel or hear one even...
Irum says:
what?
Irum says:
those are head phones
Irum says:
not mic
Mark says:
you want to smell me right now
Irum says:
of course i do
Mark says:
thanks for that
Irum says:
i like to smell you right after sex
Irum says:
thats the best time
Irum says:
stop it
Irum says:
dont make me laugh
Irum says:
my parents will hear m
Irum says:
e
Irum says:
no you are still ot a muslim man
Irum says:
tent?
Mark says:
its our fort
Irum says:
cow?
Irum says:
aaaaaaaaaaaah
Irum says:
i like our fort
Irum says:
i miss our fort
Irum says:
we need a new fort
Mark says:
you can see my 6 pack
Irum says:
i was JUST gong to point that out actually
Irum says:
there it is
Irum says:
take it off
Irum says:
take it off
Irum says:
wow
Irum says:
LOL
Irum says:
oooooooooooo
Irum says:
door is locked
Irum says:
 
Irum says:
is YOUR door locked?
Irum says:
 
Irum says:
thats what i thought
Irum says:
magic show?
Irum says:
and now, he shall make it GROW!
Irum says:
who does that?
Irum says:
this is the first time you have used your webcam isnt it?!
Irum says:
oooooh
Irum says:
i like those arms
Irum says:
ew
Irum says:
gang signs
Irum says:
no gang signs
Irum says:
butter fingers ?
Irum says:
your face is like a tomato compared to the rest of you
Irum says:
LOL
Mark says:
My face will be crazy tanned after this weekend
Irum says:
 
Mark says:
thanks for that comment though
Mark says:
put it in the diary
Irum says:
oh you mean you are going t burn?
Irum says:
i know you will
Mark says:
you could really just copy our entire note
Irum says:
what diary?
Irum says:
i may just do that acutally
Irum says:
its peeling
Mark says:
I farted
Irum says:
i know it is
Irum says:
i smelt it you sick bastard
Mark says:
but don't show anyone BABY
Irum says:
don't show anyone what?
Mark says:
our diary
Irum says:
a movie of your penis?
Irum says:
our diary?
Mark says:
ya that too\
Irum says:
ar eyou going to contribute?
Mark says:
I wrote some of this...
Mark says:
 
Irum says:
 
Irum says:
i LIKE IT
Irum says:
shut up
Irum says:
i like your hair this short
Mark says:
how does it look at the back
Irum says:
uh
Irum says:
what do you mena?
Irum says:
its short at the back?
Irum says:
oh at the crown?
Irum says:
its burnt
Mark says:
i had an itchy foot
Irum says:
ah
Irum says:
i dunno mark
Irum says:
its difficult for me to say, you are overtly sensitive about it
Mark says:
whats up
Irum says:
about your hair
 
  Mark has stopped viewing webcam with you.
 
Irum says:
NO
Irum says:
no
Irum says:
no
Irum says:
dont go away
Irum says:
i am enjoying our time
Mark says:
I'm not
Irum says:
i like the webcam
Mark says:
I know you are.....and there will be more of that......
Irum says:
fine sleep
Mark says:
but it is 1220 baby and I have to get up early tomorrow
Mark says:
see you
Irum says:
see previous comment
Irum says:
 eeee
Mark says:
knew before I said it
Irum says:
i am awesome
Mark says:
love you Irum.
Irum says:
you looked tired
Irum says:
yeah yeah yeah
Mark says:
truly yours
Mark says:
your bf
Irum says:
uhuh huh
Irum says:
you can find this conversation posted on my blog
Irum says:
 eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Mark says:
Ass...
Irum says:
thats right
Mark says:
Night Chughtai......I'm thinking happy things about you as I'm falling asleep ya know....ha ha!
Irum says:
sure thing Doyle
Irum says:
have a good night
Mark says:
have fun sleeping....in a super duper high pitch...
Mark says:
who am i
Mark says:
who am i?
Irum says:
thanks
Irum says:
yourself?
Irum says:
no i got it
Irum says:
yourself when you are high?!
Mark says:
wrong Ms. Chughtai...
Mark says:
the correct answer would have been Erum
Irum says:
Who?
Mark says:
oh she\s like Puff Daddy your honour.....she goes by Erum or Irum like Puff is P Diddy ....etc.
Irum says:
that took you waaaaaaaaaaaaay too long
Irum says:
have a good sleep doyle
Mark says:
Whatever....you told me I was a slow typer....
Mark says:
deal with it Irum
Mark says:
Night
Mark says:
Fag.
Irum says:
you are a slow thinker too
Irum says:
crutch hole
Mark says:
nibble stick
Irum says:
you WISH i was
Mark says:
so
Irum says:
lunch fucker
Mark says:
Night my little Nibble stick
Irum says:
libble stick to you sir,
Irum says:
and good bye and good night
Mark says:
rapid pee'er
Irum says:
I LOVE doing that
Irum says:
water runner
Mark says:
future Judge
Irum says:
pro golfer
Mark says:
petty
Mark says:
I mean pretty
Mark says:
 
Irum says:
oh you meant petty
Irum says:
pretty boy
Mark says:
Desi Jepdi
Irum says:
gora
Irum says:
chupti
Mark says:
chughtai chupti.....same thing....\\
Mark says:
ahhhhhahahahah...
Irum says:
ok gora ghora
Irum says:
aaaaaah  h
Mark says:
 
Mark says:
thanks Warda
Irum says:
lakri
Mark says:
have fun talking your language you Lakri
Irum says:
i am a larki
Irum says:
theres a difference fag
Mark says:
aka MARK LOVER
Mark says:
HAHAHA
Irum says:
yeah you and i both
Irum says:
i love a mark
Mark says:
ok...night Baby...call me at 6 and then 7 and then 8 please
Irum says:
and you love youself
Irum says:
ok
Irum says:
good night mark
Mark says:
good night Irum

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