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Published : 2 months, 4 weeks ago (Fri, 05 Sep 2008 23:02:05 PDT)
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So, in between the past week of my life I feel as if i've been happier than probably in monthes. I've always felt like i've had to "obtain" happiness, but for once I feel as it's just provided. Without all of the unnessicary judgements from people I once called friends, and all of the negative thoughts I was producing upon myself, I just feel at ease.
/>And of course the main reason for this great week, is all of the incredible new group of girls I am finally starting to become such great friends with(a.k.a Rachel, Laurie, Arielle, Athena, Kimberly, etc. haha), I can't even express how lovely, funny, and just sweet all of them are, and i'm just so thankful I can say i'm becoming closer to them, and I know we will all have some great times<333
I also love that i've been seeing my Loren almost every day, god I love her more than I could ever express.
and I also have been talking to Hannah more, and more again, and we are becoming closer than even before, she's so great, and i've missed her too much.
<3
I've finally started living my new chapter, instead of merely dreaming of when my body, my heart would just activate again.
Also, my classes are going perfectly, and my grades are all going well.
I showed my dad all of my progress, and he was so proud about how i've been progressing, and I think for the first time in years it feels like, he said he was proud of me, and it was just incredible to hear.
OHOHOH!
and I happen to be getting my sony x700 SLR digital camera in just a month.
It's twelve megapixels, and it comes with all of the fisheye lenses, and other zoom caps.
I'm so ecstatic to take good pictures of everyone, and everything around me once again, haha.
The entire purpose of photography just amazes me, and I just want to become even more experienced with it.
I'm now running on three hours of sleep for the past three days, and it feels oddly refreshing. For some reason i'm also completely in love with school right now, and I just miss being away from it, even for a few days. My head is craving knowledge, and I feel bored just sitting here, haha. I'm now getting really into fittness, and working out, Even with dieting, I feel as if it's just my instincts, but since I have a bad history with eating disorders, it makes me scared to get back into "full fledged" mode, but atleast now I feel as if I see myself for the better parts, instead of the worse.
I guess I should cut this short, since i'm probably boring everyone to pieces.
I hope everyone is having the best time any person ever could at 1:50 a.m.
<3
goodnight Florida. |
