1. What color is your toothbrush?
at home: green
at Lander's place: flashy pink

2. Name one person that made you smile today?
Steven (on msn)

3. What were you doing at 8 am this morning?
sleeping

4. What were you doing 45 minutes ago?
checking websites and magazines for something to draw

5. What is your favorite chocolate bar?
Galax Popri

6. Have you ever been to a strip club?
hell no

7. What is the last thing you said aloud?
"Ik ben boven he mams."

8. What is the best ice cream flavor?
Ben & Jerry's Cookie Dough!

9. What was the last thing you had to drink?
water

10. What was the last thing you had to eat?
homemade cake

12. Have you bought any new clothing items this week?
no, the week has only just begun! but it's the sales period so I will probably go shopping one of these days.

13. The last sporting event you watched?
this weekend I wasted 5 minutes of my life watching tennis on the tv

14. What is your favorite flavor of popcorn?
sweet

15. Who is the last person you sent a message on myspace?
Tessa (  http://www.myspace.com/deathbycandy_ )

16. Ever go camping?
no,except for festivals
17. Do you take vitamins daily?
only during the exams and during the winter

18. Do you go to church every Sunday?
I never go to church, unless on christmas to please my mom

19. Do you have a tan?
I'm whiter than a sheet of paper!

20. Do you like Chinese food over pizza?
depends. there isn't a lot of Chinese food without any meat in it, so I usually prefer pizza.

21. Do you drink your soda with a straw?
sometimes. at school; always

22. What did your last text message say?
my mother telling me she would be home at seven

23. What are you doing tomorrow?
Wouter is coming my place, but I have no idea what we're going to do

25. Look to your left, what do you see?
printer, desk, dvd collection, book shelves

26. What color is your watch?
I haven't got a watch

27. what do you think of when you hear Australia?
Australian icecream, mmm *heart*

28. What is your birthstone?
emerald, I think

29. Do you go in at a fast food place or just hit the drive thru?
when Lander & I want icecream (or in his case; a hamburger) we hit the drive thru with our bikes. then he makes silly jokes about his Porsche being repared and the woman serving us always looks pretty pissed off. I love Lander for that.

30. What is your favorite number?
9

31. Who's the last person you talked to on the phone?
oma

32. Any plans today?
cleaning my room *sigh*

33. How many states have you lived in?
/ Belgium

34. Biggest annoyance right now?
not having enough money to do the things I want to do and thus being a little bored and answering stupid useless surveys.

35. Last song listened to?
Hello Operater ::: Hot Step

36. Can you say the alphabet backwards?
yes, but I find it somewhat difficult

37. Do you have a maid service clean your house?
yes, lucky me!

38. Favorite pair of shoes you wear all the time?
blue converse all stars & black pointers

39. Are you jealous of anyone?
no, not really

40. Is anyone jealous of you?
according to Nienke, yes

41. Do you love anyone?
yes, madly

42. Do any of your friends have children?
some of my older friends do

43. What do you usually do during the day?
depends

44. Do you hate anyone that you know right now?
I don't truly hate anyone, but there are some people I just really, really don't like.

45. Do you use the word "hello" daily?
yes

46. What color is your car?
I havent got a car. but my bike is blue & silver!

47. Do you like cats?
yes

49. Have you ever been to Six Flags?
no, but I have been to Walibi

50. How did you get your worst scar?
by almost losing a finger when I was 4 years old. yeah ^^'

A - Accidents
01. Have you ever been in a car accident?: Yes, twice.
02. Do you have a lot of scars?: Some
03. Have you ever been in a fist fight with someone?: A long time ago, yes
04. Have you ever seriously hurt anyone by mistake?: I don't think so
05. Have you ever had stitches?:  Yes

B - Beauty
06. Do you consider yourself beautiful?: Most of the time I don't
07. Are you self conscious of how you look?: Yes, very.
08. Do you put on a lot of make-up?: Mascara, sometimes foundation
09. Would you ever consider getting plastic surgery?: No, unless it's really necessary for my health or something
10. What do you think makes a person beautiful? Everyone is beautiful, it al depends on the person who's looking at you.

C - Consequences
11. What was the longest amount of time you've been grounded for?: Never been grounded
12. What would you do if you got pregnant, keep it or have an abortion?: Younger than 18: abortion. 18+: I would consider keeping the baby, but only if I have the ability to give it a good home.
13. Do you ever think about how your actions affect other people?: Yes
14. What do you think is the worst punishment someone could give you?: Seperating me from my loved ones
15. What is one thing you wish you didn't do, just because it wasn't worth it in the end?: Can't think of anything right now

D - Dealing
16. When you are mad at someone, how do you show them?: Sometimes I don't, sometimes I just tell them, sometimes I start yelling, sometimes I act very mean. It just depends.
17. Name a time when you had to be strong: deciding not to see my father again, breaking up with my ex-boyfriend, defending vegetarianism to my mom
18. Have you ever dealt with a divorce or parents fighting?: Yes, parents split up when I was 6
19. When people at school don't accept you, or have problems with you, how do you react?: I used to get all worked up about it, but Lander has teached me not to care what other say or think about me. I care about my friends' opinions, but all those other people don't matter to me anymore.
20. Have you ever lost someone to death? Explain how you got through it: My great grandparents, my grandfather, a friend of mine when I was 11 years old. && with time, lots of time.

E - Experience
21. Have you ever had a job? Any volunteer jobs?: Volunteer jobs: yes. Other jobs: no.
22. Do you think that you are sexually experienced, or not at all?: Quite experienced, but not thát spectacular either.
23. Have you gone through a lot emotionally, or has life been easy thus far?: Far from easy, but I'm not complaining. I really would'nt want my life to be any different.
24. Do you think you are ready to be on your own (have your own home, job, etc.)?: I would like to, but I don't think I'm completely ready yet.
25. How old do you act?: Most people say I act older than my age (in a possitive way)

F - Family
26. Is there anyone in your family you don't talk to? Why?: My father, because he's an ass. An because I don't talk to my father, I don't talk to my little brother, grandmother, aunt & unkle, niece anymore either, but I miss them.
27. If you had to choose, family or friends?: Friends. My family isn't that great, so my closest friends are like family to me.
28. Can you tell your parents or one of your parents anything?: No
29. Do you have any siblings? If so, do you ever get jealous of them?: Half brother, Branco. Not jealous.
30. How often do you spend 'quality time' with family members?: Not very often.

G - Growing
31. How tall are you? How tall do you wish you were?: 173 cm. and that okay.
32. Do you think that you have grown more in the past year than any year before that?: Physically; no, I haven't grown much. Emotionally: yes, totally.
33. As a person, do you think you are mature for your age or still act childish?: I'm quite mature for my age.
35. Do you believe you still have a lot to learn?: Yes, after all, you never really stop learning, right?

H - Hope
36. Love - real or not?: Very real
37. Are you a pessimist or an optimist?: Usually a pessimist, but that seems to be changing.
38. Do you believe in fate, that everything happens for a reason, or do you think that our actions lead the way?: A combination of those to. I mostly believe in lucky coincides, and what we decide to do with certain situations.

I - Issues
41. Do you suffer from depression or constant sadness/loneliness?: Not anymore.
42. Do you have any type of disease or disability?: No.
43. Are you currently in a hard relationship or have bad luck with the opposite sex?: Bad luck. But not anymore.
44. Do you think that you are alone in this world?: No.
45. How often do you think about death, suicide or running away?: Sometimes. Not about suicide though.

J - Jokes
46. Say a word or phrase that would not be funny to anyone but you & one of your friends (an inside joke):  Monopoly!
47. Are you usually the one making people laugh, or the other way around?: Both ways
48. Do you cry when you laugh hard?: Rarely, but it happens
49. Write down a hilarious moment you had with someone that makes you laugh to this day.: Buying icecream with Tessa, discovering we haven't got a spoon & searching the entire town for a spoon at 9 pm.
50. Do you ever get in trouble for laughing or talking a lot during class?: I get told off sometimes, but most teachers like me so I never really get into any trouble.

K - Knowledge
51. The purpose of school: To get an education
52. Do people refer to you as smart, dumb, or average?: smart
53. What was the highest grade you have received (full course mark)? And the lowest? 10 | 1
54. What was your last average?: 71%
55. What do you find the most interesting subject to be (to study or to talk about)?: history, relegion, cultuur- & gedragswetenschappen

L - Love
56. Are you currently in love? If not, have you been before?: Currently very much in love
57. Do people around you show you a lot of love (tell you they love you, hug you, kiss you, etc.)?: Yes
58. Is love worth it?: Love is worth almost anything
59. Do you hate it when girls in their young teenage years say they 'love' someone that they've been dating for a few months?: I guess I am such a girl, right? ^^ I think anyone can decide for themselves wether what they feel is real or not, who am I to judge them?
60. Does it take a lot for you to say you love someone, or is it just a word?: I have to mean it, to say it.

M - Money
61. Do you believe that money makes the world go round?: Unfortunatly, yes.
62. Is your family on the poor side, average, or above average when it comes to money?:  Poorish - average
63. Are you saving up for college/university, or planning to?: My mom is
64. Would you rather win millions of dollars & be set for life, or find the perfect person to marry & start a family with?: Find the perfect person.
65. On a scale of 1-10, how important is money to you?: 6.5

N - Naughty
66. Are you a virgin?: No
67. What do you think about doing sexual things with someone you're not going out with?: What other people do, isn't any of my bussiness, but I wouldn't be able to do such things without being in love.
68. Do you know anybody you consider a 'slut'? What makes you say that?: Sleeps with another boy very few days, flirts with every male she sets her eyes on. Bah.
69. If you could, would you erase some things you did in the past or make it so you did more? Or are you okay with everything you have done?: I wouldn't change anything. I am who I am beacuse of my past.
70. Do you consider yourself more nice or more naughty?: Nice

O - Openness
71. How long does it take for you to open up to someone? Seconds or years?: Depends on the person. I usually don't take very long.
72. What does it take for you to fully trust someone?: Some months.
73. Are you generally untrusting towards people because of past experiences, or any other reason?: No.
74. When are you comfortable with someone sexually?: When I know I can trust them completely and truly love them. When he makes me feel safe.
75. When it comes to parents and close friends, what's the limit of what you can tell them?: I tell my close friends more than my mom. I tell my best friend Joey everything, I just don't always go into the details.

P - Positive
76. Have you ever had an experience with someone that didn't necessarily end positively?: Yes
77. Do you agree with the saying: better to have loved and lost than not have loved at all?: Yes.
78. Are you more optimistic or pessimistic? What do you try to be?: Pessimistic going on optimistic
79. Do you agree that something good can come out of everything?: Almost verything
80. Have you ever had a time where something really bad happened, but something really good happened because of it? If so, please explain what it was.: Breaking up with my ex-boyfriend, getting together with my current boyfriend.

Q - Questions
81. When faced with a problem, do you ask for help or try to figure it out yourself?: Most of the time, I try to figure things out myself, but if it really doesn't work out, I ask my friends/boyfriend for help.
82. Do you often question the world and how we came about?:  Very often.
83. Do you think the government is truthful? If you could ask the president one question, what would it be?: US: No & Q: How can you possibly live with yourself after all you've done?  Belgium: our government is just fucked up..
84. When someone does something wrong to you, do you confront them and ask them why they did it or just let it go?:Depends.
85. What is one unsolved mystery about the world that you want answers to?: The meaning of life, I guess.

R - Respect
86. How do you show respect?: I treat people the way I want to be treated.
87. What can someone do for you to lose all respect for them?: Spread rumours about me. Betray their friends.
88. Do you respect your teachers, parents, and other authority figures?: Some. They have to be just for me to respect them.
89. When you are disrespectful to your parents, what is the punishment?: A very angry mother, no fun at all.
90. If someone is mean to you, are you mean back or do you kill them with kindness?: Depends.

S - School
91. If you are still in school, what grade will you be going into?: 3th grade, 5th year
92. When will you graduate high school/college?: 2010?
93. After high school, what did you do/are you planning to do?: Study philosophy, find a job, get married, start a family & be boring. Or maybe change the world by starting a new revolution, I haven't really decided yet.
94. Do you like or hate school? What do you like/hate about it?: Hate school. It stressed me out and demands too much of my time.
95. Have you ever been suspended, expelled, or dropped out of school?: Never.

T - Temptation
96. Have you ever done something wrong, knowing it was wrong, because something inside of you said it was okay?: Yes
97. Has anyone ever pressured you to smoke or drink? Did you do it?: Pressured: yes. Done it: no.
98. Did you ever cheat on someone? Why did you do it?: No
99. Did you ever want to do something sexual with someone you didn't really know or love? What did you end up doing?: No
100. Do you give in to temptation easily, or are you more independent and strong willed?: I give in, I can't help myself.

U - Unique
101. Would you rather blend in with the crowd or stand out?: Stand out. But for who I am, not for who I try to be or for what other want me to be.
102. Do you do a lot of things because your friends are doing it?: No
103. Do you follow trends, wear whatever you want, or wear really unique pieces?: I only follow trends when I really like them.
104. Do you give in easily to peer pressure? Do you do things such as smoke, drink, or have casual sex?: No.
105. What makes you different from people your age?: I think about things they all take for granted. I am considerate of other people.

V - Value
106. What's the most expensive thing in your room?: iPod, some furniture.
107. What's more valuable: your life or the lives of your loved ones? Would you sacrifice you life for them?: Loved ones. I would sacrifice my life for them, yes.
108. What is something you value not because it cost a lot, but because it means a lot to you?: A dried flower Lander once gave me. I was about to leave and head home when he picked the flower and gave it to me with the sweetest smile on his face.
109. If there was a fire in your house/apartment, what is the first thing you would grab?: Mom & cats. Cellphone, computer (because of all the photographs)
110. Do you think past memories and experiences are more valuable than what could possibly happen in the future?: I don't think so

W - Wishes
111. If you had three wishes, what would they be?: Love, money and more wishes so I can save the world!
112. Would you rather wish yourself to be happy, or your loved ones?: Loved ones
113. Do you believe that wishes come true if you really believe in them?: Yes, it happened to me before.
114. Have you ever had a wish come true? If so, what was that wish?: Yes, won't tell you what I wished though
115. Do you find wishing for things a waste of time because everything that's meant to happen, will happen?: Making a wish is just plain good fun, and it can't do any bad, now can it? =)

X - Xanga
116. Name all your Xanga's here.: /
117. Name everything you post on your Xanga.: /
118. How often do you update, check your subscribers/comments, and change your layout?: /
119. How many subscribers and subscriptions do you have?: /
120. The greatest thing about Xanga?: /

Y - You
121. Are you more independent or social?: A combination of both
122. What is something that makes you very mad when you see it?: Abuse, animal cruelty, dictators
123. Do you think that you have potential to do great things?: I might, if I get the chance.
125. Do you think people are generally good?: Yes

Z - Zest
126. Are you currently happy with your life? Why or why not?: Yes. I've got love, I'm heathy, it's summer break, I couldn't possibly wish for more.
127. Are you more outgoing, ready for anything, or boring and shy?: A little bit shy, but I am getting more outgoing lately.
128. When change occurs, do you get scared or are you excited for it?: Excited mostly. Unless it's a very big change, those frighten me sometimes.
129. Do you like to try new things, meet new people?: Yeah
130. What is the most motivational thing in the world?: Love & friendship.

FIVE CURRENT FAVORITE MOVIES
5. Big Fish
4. Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
3. Breakfast at Tiffany's
2. Marie-Antoinette
1. Le Fabuleux Destin d'Amelie Poulain

FIVE CURRENT FAVORITE TV SHOWS
5. Ultimate Survival (with Lander, so he can comfort me when I'm freaked out by the guy on the show drinking blood)
4. Project Runway (with Lander, so we can have discussions about Santino's fashionsense)
3. The OC (I want the DVD-box!!!)
2. Gilmore Girls
1. Grey's Anatomy

FIVE CURRENT FAVORITE CELEBRITIES
5. Adam Brody
4. Vivien Leigh
3. Marilyn Monroe
2. Audrey Hepburn
1. Scarlett Johansson

FIVE CURRENT FAVORITE BOOKS
5. Jane Austen ::: Pride and Prejudice
4. Carlos Ruíz Zafon ::: De Schaduw van de Wind / La Sombra del Viento
3. John Irving ::: The World According To Garp
2. JK Rowling ::: Harry Potter series
1. Marion Bradley ::: Nevelen van Avalon / Mists of Avalon

FIVE CURRENT FAVORITE CDs
5. The Clash ::: Live: From Here To Eternity
4. The Bravery ::: The Sun and the Moon
3. The Strokes ::: Room on Fire
2. Yann Tiersen ::: Le Fabuleux Destin d' Amelie Poulain
1. Jeff Buckley ::: Grace

FIFTEEN CURRENT FAVORITE SONGS
15. Radiohead ::: Nude
14. Finley Quaye ::: Dice
13. Alexi Murdoch ::: Orange Sky
12. Koester ::: One Day You Too Will Bleed
11. The Toasters ::: Don't Let The Bastards Grind You Down
10. All Time Low ::: Six Feet Under The Stars
09. Sufjan Stevens ::: To Be Alone With You
08. Death Cab For Cutie ::: Lack Of Color
07. Boys Like Girls ::: Thunder
06. The Beatles ::: Blackbird
05. Damien Rice ::: Accidental Babies
04. Headphone ::: She Is Electric
03. Editors ::: Munich
02. Twiggy ::: Brazil
01. Last Shadow Puppets ::: The Age Of The Understatement

FIVE THINGS YOU ARE CURRENTLY NOSTALGIC ABOUT
5. Rock Werchter, exactly one year ago.
4. Playing vier-op-een-rij with my mom.
3. Vacations in England.
2. Being slim enough to be able to fit my breasts into blouses I like. *sigh*
1. Doing random things with my little brother, like watching cartoons or talking about Spider-man.

FIVE THINGS YOU CURRENTLY ARE SICK OF
5. Boredom
4. Heat
3. Missing Lander all the time
2. War
1. Gossip

FIVE DREAMS YOU'VE HAD RECENTLY (if you can remember)
5. Dying.
4. Flying over the city at night.
3. Getting bad results at school.
2. Having a baby that cried all the time.
1. Explaining to a child how an 'eierdopje' works (which led to a wonderful conversation with Lander about the life cycle of a chicken).

FIVE CURRENT FAVORITE WORDS/PHRASES
5.
4.
3.
2.
1. Ik zie je graag.

FIVE THINGS YOU'VE BEEN THINKING ABOUT LATELY
5. Friends
4. Vacation
3. Future
2. School
1. Lander

FIVE CURRENT FAVORITE WEBSITES
5. http://www.videojug.com/
4. http://www.biteback.be/library/detail_art.php?artid=2412/
3. http://www.noxa.net/
2. http://www.livejournal.com/
1. http://www.deviantart.com/

FIVE THINGS YOU HAVE TO DO WITHIN THE NEXT MONTH
5. Learn how to play the guitare again.
4. Go see a movie in the theatre.
3. Hang out with friends.
2. Spend some time with Lander whenever he's at home.
1. Clean my room, it's way too messy.