old, old, really old Stuff i Wrote

this one i wrote in rehab. so, 2003. he gave me a diamond ring how much did you pay? I asked the mirrored white faces and charming rose band coupled with his showy love 'priceless' he said Laundry Day I found the folded bill in his closet 'RETURN IN 30 DAYS' stamped there and below it, in small typed print read the price. My bath towels cost more than that so I heaved his lie against the ...

A Tradition?

This was yesterday I should make a tradition for myself, to bake to commemorate the first day of study week.  Relieves stress and give A LOT of cakes to eat through notes and shizzle. I was so generous to deliver a care package to both Mad & Sam! Poor things end school at 6/7pm.. HAHA Everytime I baked, I had my maid with me. This attempt is kind of the first time I'm baking alone (Well...

"Hello" Playground school bell rings again Rain clouds come to play again Has no one told you she's not breathing? Hello I'm your mind giving you someone to talk to Hello If I smile and don't believe Soon I know I'll wake from this dream Don't try to fix me, I'm not broken Hello I am the lie living for you so you can hide Don't cry Suddenly I know I'm not sleeping Hello ...

Mature?

Okay so yesterday I wore these huge black sweatpants they belong to my dad. thats important, remember the part about the pants. anyways, so im sitting in chaneys room talking to her more like listening, she talks alot. when i notice she has some cute shirts.shirts i want to borrow. shirts she wont let me borrow. so, slowly as shes talking. i start stuffing her shirts down my pants. and i ...

I am meeting LOVE later Going to his place Though I have seen him like yesterday I just miss him so soooooooo much His image and sorts keep appearing in my mind so often And I realised, how important is he To me, in my daily routine LOVE, whatever it takes You are my only love…always ♥

boy have i been meaning to do this for a while xD ed elric FST, comin' atcha! our lady peace - one man army Unbutton your clothes Undress your soul, show them your vigor Are those inhibitions easiest to fear? Take this gasoline tin Head up high, walk like a winner Let the bare feet be the last sound that they hear embrace - ashes Now watch me rise up and leave all the ashes you...

I dont know whats wrong But nothing is ever right i wish i had never gone by yesterday i wish i had never called you along i wish i dont have this feeling called jealous i wish this bad feeling to go away soon It is a wonderful world out there But i just cant feel it now Not now

morning lovelies!

so i got 5 hours sleep last night.. and ohhhh it shows i was on here then playing my ds :( lol bad me but this morning 52.1kg = 114.62 which is UP on yesterday i dont knwo how the fuck that happened.. i guess the slice of bread was a bad idea. so today is fruit and water will be out at the shops & looking at houses to rent so hopefully willl be too busy to eat :) hope you are having better ...

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as i live for tomorrow or the day after tomorrow (i'll tell it all tomorrow) tomorrow never knows the future's a mystery now is a gift i wanna be more than yesterday i wanna be yours in time a man often meets his destiny on the road he takes to avoid it. friday xlvi it was this adventure in wood-working and plumbing that brought about initial success. "but," hazarded blix, "don't you find ...

You Still Hurt Me.

I'm not comfortable with how we never talk And I miss you since you went out for that walk Its been 13 months since May It still feels like yesterday I was scared to fix what I had broke Its a lonely place to live with just a ghost There is love left in my life, I will see But you still hurt me I can still see all your clothes thrown on the floor There are friends who never call me anymore I ...