Day three

FUCKED UP YESTERDAY but i'm back on track now. Seriously. I've betrayed you all. Day two (at night) is the worst time. Prime binging hour. I purged though (most of it) and I've started again today and I've got the shakies. How are you all doing, girlies? xx

Woot, hell froze over yesterday

I would so get kicked out of  the youth group for saying that At least I had a snow day and didn't get to go to school yesterday But I didn't do much, so it didn't make a difference I have no life... Anyway ,2morrow is da Cap and Gown pictures  I'm worried, I don't take da best picture  It takes me lyk 100+ shots 'til I get a good pic   So yea, im kinda screwed Ugh, the most ...

congee ;_;

Drink a bit too much yesterday but kinda wondered if someone abuses me or I bumped into a lot of hard surfaces yesterday?? I have minor bruises on my right hand, forehead, left side of my head, chest and right foot. orz Pumpkin woke me up this morning liek aaaaaaaww she's so sweet :3 Whenever I fall back asleep she'll place her upper limbs on me seeking attention X33333333 Aaaaaanyway thanks ...

fucking antichrist tomoz

oh yes, see you cunts in london for rubber fun latex and fucking i know i said it was haiku day yesterday but i lied big time today is cider and speed day. need to sort out my case and outfit

the light that shines will dull our eyes.

i know your mother told you that you are god but you are just a boy a playlist for cipherhood . "mother stands for comfort" - kate bush she knows that i've been doing something wrong but she won't say anything she thinks that i was with my friends yesterday but she won't mind me lying ooh, because mother stands for comfort mother will hide the murderer it breaks the cage ...

I dumbly thought today would be better than yesterday but guess what it wasn't. I have had just about 1000 calories so far and it's only 2 pm. My Mom is making fettucini for dinner. Can i be any more fattening? I'll have to eat it I know it. My little brother is making halloween cupcakes  and it pissing me off my mom called me: fatass dumbass bitch today, and I'll admit I was a bitch...

Finger Eleven

I enjoy this song. Finger Eleven. "I'll Keep Your Memory Vague" This won't break your heart But I just think it could Cause I haven't tried as hard as I should To separate you from everything I do But I would never want to come between us two I'll keep your memory vague So you won't feel bad about me I'll say the things that you said Sometimes so it reminds me Now I'm thinking back To what ...

ahh i ate so much yesterday but i knew i would=/ well i came up with my plan for this week. i will eat 500-700 cals a day. i will reach for 500 or less cals eaten a day but it gives me room to mess up 5 days out of this 7 i will go to the gym and burn a MINIMUN of 300 cals. and of course i want over 300 cals burned but if im really lazy i wont hate myself haha. i hate hateing myself. today i ...

Yep.

  Dustin was supposed to come over today His birthday was yesterday but his parents wont give him money and he has no gas. :[ sdjfh;iashgfsfd Ive been looking forward to that for like 3 weeks, blah. :] Amber got ahold of my cell today in sewing I had a text from a girl that ive been talking (just talking) to. She was like.. oh..... whos that? I was like. a girl, shes cool as hell she ...

Take me

Can you hear me? Does anyone around me Feel the way that I feel now? Cause from the window where I sometimes cry I just want to see Your face tonight And I'm willing to lose everything I am Cause I need you more than ever I need Your help to find where I've been going wrong so far Take me under Your wing tonight Make me so perfect in Your eyes Hold on cause it will be alright You're not alone....