dear graduate school,

congratulations, you are officially testing and teaching me. even when i don't pass in one way, i am learning that i'm succeeding in another. because despite feeling like a train wreck, somewhere beneath all these insecurities that you've released, i still believe that things can be okay in the end.

It Already Is A Scripting Language

... that extend the power of the C# language into third-party applications, and at the same time enable new ways to rapidly experiment and develop high-quality code. Of course we do not want to wreck the existing value props of the language in doing so; as I said last time, we also believe that there is huge value in the language design naturally leading professional, large-scale application ...

Mnemovore: Nathan, Jean, Shiro, Monet, Marius, and Jean-Paul

... the intruders who had arrived just too late. Had the body been on its feet, Nathan noted, the crushed wreck of its chest would have corresponded to the dented wall, the crimson of the impact splatter -- darkening, .... #Sleep, Jean-Paul,# she sent, trying to be as gentle as possible as she fought through the wreck of his mind but given how little time they had, there was only so much she could do. ...

One should not speak ill of the dead. Michael Jackson died today. Rather than comment on the train wreck his life had become. I thought I would look at the stuff that made me like him when I was a kid. I liked the Jackson 5 cartoon reruns for one. I did listen to his music in the 80's like everyone but it didn't blow me away. But the Wiz....now that was awesome. I remember just impressed the hell ...

Fic: Normality

...’t know she was on her way out anyways.”             “Wow. You seem extremely chill today,” Brad told his friend in an awed manner, “I was expecting you to be a complete and utter wreck.”             John gave his friend a withering look, before sinking back in his friend and entering a thinker-type pose, he started “Oh dear friend, let me part some wisdom on you…”             “Don’t ...

Note....

Still a nervous wreck, but surviving. it isn't a great position to be in, but it's what I've been handed. I'm trying to cope, barely, and praying for things to improve. My tarot cards tell me things will, I just hope it's soon.

Concerning recent events

He's going to be a wreck after this and I can't do anything to help him. Mun-san, I hope you can find a Tatsumi or else things are going to be messy. Muraki won't miss this chance.

oh.suck.

So much to update on, but today's news in the short version - my brother was in a wreck last week and today the girl riding with him was taken off life support. He's healing with broken ribs, stitches, and now this to deal with.

...I like to read about other peoples seemingly mundane lives... and I was thinking about how we all like a train wreck... at least until its been broadcast for 15 days in a row... and then we sorta want to tune out and think of something new. I wonder how often I'm a train wreck, and how often I'm actually enjoyable to read. I see a lot of people who only post happy things......

Quitting Twitter (just don't LJ at work, then!)

...: Old enough to bleed, old enough to breed. # "he's fine, he's not dead or anything" hahaha @vomiting: orly @nyxpandaL But 'lol' is lulzy, post-synergetic dynamic, so check yourself before you wreck yourself. @nyxpanda: I feel that way about curse words. The more I try not to swear the worse it gets, but there is value in the attempt, I think. @neutralmilkinn: no. you are not a bull. # BEST...