Like a pill -- hard to swallow but good for you.

Last night was the most heart wreching and helpless moment for me. Seth hasnt been wanting to go to sleep lately. I wouldnt blame him, hanging around with Mummy and Daddy has been fun and he has been learning all these new skills and also, there's always some toys lying around for him to play with and well, there's always the TV. He has also been in and out of the teething phrase and his erratic...

... I'll be tonight. So fucking homesick and so fucking needy. I hoping this bottle will lift my spirits or at the very least I'll forget this feeling in the morning. Replaced with a wreching headache and dry heaving. Anything is better than this. Anything. Between work and the feeling that I have nothing else I've become more homesick than ever before. Securitysick. Familiaritysick. It's not a ...

"Dave" poll

... doors. The Bocke ship poll came in with very mixed results.  44% of us are either set aflame, or at least engaged by the pairing.  32% are anti-Bocke, ranging from disinterest to gut-wreching disgust.  And 23% are traditionalists, sticking with canon ships and het ships. Just one more reason to love this community.  Because we can manage to say "EEYYEEWWWWW!!! Your ship of dreams make me gag!" ...

Dawning of redemption

..., what am i suppose to do now? Cause really, i want to go back but for some reason, i just can't bring myself to and it has slowly but surely stopped being a priority in my life anymore. Really heart wreching because i grew up going to church every sunday, so it's somewhat a part of my life and to not be attending church now, feels like a part of me being ripped away.. but i don't really know how ...

dont read if your tummy turns easly

... corps but his belly looks like he is carring Trilpets...Sight not to bad I have seen worse. I tought atlest hes not open anywhere... So he sits in my chair..yada yada...Then it hit me...I was wreching inside my eyes watered, hair stood on end..He was sweeting out Billieruben and other stuff and it wasent his breath it was just him.. I finished and left to get air... I came back and i have to ...

...i realized that i have no goo stories with them. im not crying, i just see room for improvement.  im home sick right now. last night i waited until 1:30, and i went to the bathroom and made wreching sounds. i thought the performance was flawless. why did i go through that trouble? im on good footing with my parents so i decided to have a legitimate sick day. i wake up this morning, and jim tells ...