... ever. but i was wrong, once again. im getting pretty good at that. SteE-Fuh-KneE- [plain old and simple me] says: what ever theres nothing left for me to tell u. _Þ£tèRrr" says: i woulnt have let u do wat? SteE-Fuh-KneE- [plain old and simple me] says: have the closure. but thats just me and my oppinion. _Þ£tèRrr" says: we would have if not now tomorow or next ...

you're so much more horrible than anyone can even imagine. you wouldn't get a better job. you wouldn't wake up early than noon. you wouldn't try to do your homework. you woulnt clean up after yourself. you wouldn't appreciate. you wouldn't stop raising your voice. you wouldn't stop cursing. you wouldn't stand up for me. you wouldn't understand. you wouldn't take me anywhere. you're always broke...

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... was not the best idea. haha. ah well.. i make mistakes.. deal with it. soo.. i just got the computer back. and it now has like 50 gazzillion viruses. like. holy fuck. i had to get firefox cause explorer woulnt work right. like, id open it and it would be fine.. then id try to do something and it would be like, no im gonna freeze,. and id be like, that bastard. soyeah haha. i need sleep so bad. i ...

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seriously man people should come with warning tags  to be warn what they could do to you. i came to a conclusion guys just want to fuck me. Their like dogs. So im really heart broken obviously i woulnt be writing here, evrytime something fucks up i write in  here. Its so funny it mak me sad i cant belive wht ive come to. i swear if i was to write a book that shit will sell out be more famous than ...

... so plain, and yet  so painfully  complicated.  But...ha..there's always a but....on  the other hand, even when life is not so peachy,  its good to know that if  we didnt know night, then we woulnt learn to appreciate the morning.  Any  event is neutral, like clay, and we are the potter, who decides the outcome. So i thought to myself, maybe even a struggle can be a blessing. And  finished this ...

... be. i just want to get away from nj,i cant wait to go out to california and not have to worry about petty shit. there are just some people that i will never get along with and ive finally accepted that, i just woulnt bother with them. ill be civil but i dont have to act like i like them, i am the most sweetest girl you will ever meet, i never fight, i usually run away and coward, im the most non ...

... darwin liaoz... i b in perth for a week starin on 5 oct.. a week to relax n to visit the perth base... after which b leaving to darwin for work again... email lyn ta i b going over... hope i woulnt disturn u gers... meanwhile... take care...cya till then... tats wat she icq me.. sigzh.. c liaoz oso sianz.. i miss dar.. wanna tok to her n get her opinion.. but then.. she's busy in jb..sighz... ...