If Only Homicide Were Legal

... with you? You selfish, piece of shit. "Oh, my mummy died when i was 15." Good for her, she'd have probably killed herself if she found out what a horrible, verbally abusive person youd become. "You worhtless little bitch, Im done with you. Dont ask for anything from me ever again. You make me sick." Thanks mom. I love you too. She always asked "omg, why do you want to move out?" why the FUCK...

ohitnewyears?bigdeal

... stopped being important. omg i know. we're going to Nathaniely's in like an hour to get totally fucked up, yewknow. or maybe you don't. i never know what to write in these things anymore. seems very worhtless. but. a few days ago I finally got to talk to aubrey and we ended up hiding [wellok i was locked in the bathroom, i don't know where he was] and talking for like four hours and we cried ...

..., does not give you education  Love, does not give you friends Love, does not give you life Love, takes the above mentioned away from you. Love, turns you into someone else Love, makes you blind Love, ruin your worhtless life Love, takes everything away from you I hate love, as much as i 'd love d you. Because of love, i looked like a fool(in the past). Because of love, i forgot who i was. ...

.... I will NOT do that to it. I will wait until I am "stable" I wish I were invisible sometimes. I always feel the burning of a million people staring and judging me and making me feel so bad and ugly and worhtless and disgusting and grubby. my hair is falling out, I'm a fat fuck, and I've got no clothes. I've got nothing to hold onto. I'm going to go pray for my father. I would die if he died.

verrry long but if u have time please read my story :)

... recover but i'm not ready now and i've been saying this for too long and it feels so great to recover but in a way i feel i don't deserve to be happy. I think i'm addicted to feeling worhtless. And it IS sooo addicting to feel empty. I can have the worst day but that feeling just makes me feel better about myself. I know i can find new ways to cope with bad feelings but this is what i have chosen...

... life. I am a failure. You are right mom, all those kids are happy and like their constant happiness, my sadness will be constat. Thank you for making me feel like shit. Thank you for making me feel worhtless. thank you for being disgusted at myself for liking books, the news, being indoors, and keeping to myself. I am a failure at life. That is what my mom is trying to say. and I know she is ...

... he could be finished in a relatively timely fashion, but he spends so much time farting around that it turns into an all day affair. If he goes out drinking the night before it's even worse - then he's totally worhtless the next day. WTF. You're 33, not 23. Why can't you act like an adult?    The house is a horrible disaster, but I can't even bring myself to care anymore. If I clean it just gets ...

Breaking Akihito

... him. Asami strapped him down with a large thick leather belt across his back completely immobilizing him. Asami glaring at him. Glaring down at him. Down on him. Naked, dirty, no dignity, no pride... physically worhtless except for one thing... Whore. Realization of this did not make him want to cry, it didn't make him feel sad either. It just was... and how it would be from now on. As long as he...