(in)effable

... the heartguards who've been keepin' me strong fell asleep. i snuck in and walked around for a while, standin’ in that void.. and, i can't help but wonder, is this it? all there is? I find myself whipserin’, maybe. Might be. yeah, eventually somethhin' will grow here, this i know, but i don't know enough 'bout this soil to know what'd survive in it. So i stand in it and try to get used to there ...