... irritated. Todd has a tendency of letting his mood affect the way he works. Bad mood=no work, good mood=work!  But I digress. Uhhh. Oh yeah. What the fuck. I think that was the weepiest I have ever been during the Oscars. My dad was disappointed that The Wrestler wasn't nominated for best picture. He keeps harassing me to watch Milk. I'll watch it today or tomorrow. Right now though? I ...

Happy Solstice

...more of it than boys; crying was not viewed with indulgence. Rational debate was smiled upon, as was curiosity about almost everything. But deep down I was not a rationalist. I was the youngest and weepiest of the family, frequently sent for naps due to fatigue, and thought to be sensitive and even a bit sickly; perhaps this was because I showed an undue interest in sissy stuff like knitting and ...

... deserve it. so emotionally fucking draining. ugh anyways. so i WAS cool, until i came home and started the nightly regimen of cheap vodka. and it just kept flowing. and flowing. and my god was i the weepiest fucking drunk. poor cody. bless his little heart. everything he said made me cry and hug him and be like "oh my gaaahhd i lub you so much, you are so great. oh my gaaaahd. cody, cody. no ...