at this point i really dont know what the new year will bring it could bring disaster and i know its gonna hurt in oh so many ways my world will come crashing down and i know it will take a long long time for the regret to fadew away but if that is the way my ship is steering i have to deal with it. i must tell myself that its just that im being dealt this blow to make me stronger. i pray and ...

But, I love sleep!

I don't understand. I've always loved sleep. I can easily sleep my day away. A few weeks ago, I could go to sleep at 10pm, and wake up at 10am. I loved it. But then I started talking to you. My thoughts were crowded, and it was impossible for me to get a good nights sleep for a week. Then, you sort of broke my heart. You told me that "All I want is sex. I'm not looking for a relationship." "I'm ...

Smile - It Makes People Scared (:

Don't ask me why - don't ask me how But lately. I have been bewildered and beleaguered At the belligerent way some people carry out conversations Today. I shall share with you - The Top Peeves of Timothy *cue : SMILE*    Like, ohhmiigoshh Dat's so Q...!  =D That. Is something that highly pisses me off. Let me really intelligent name it - Twit Its like being shocked into a state of upmost ...

Could be worse ...

Monday rolls around again For some reason, these days Monday feels far worse than any other morning. I know it is meant to be that way, but it is not like i go out partying at the weekends, i get up at the same time over the weekend, and i don't exactly have a late night on Sunday But Mondays i always feel like absolute crap Thankyou to all who have appeared over the last week - i put something...

Revisiting 'Something More'

I've had the first 3 verses and chorus, and been stuck beyond that, for about 3 months now: Once upon a time loneliness Was my only companion Self-destruction was my goal and I was more than halfway there From one bad idea to the next I stayed when I should have left I spoke when I should have listened And played when I should have prayed Tried to douse the pain so many ways My life was ruled ...

*When I was younger, so much younger than today I never needed anybody's help in any way But now these days are gone, I'm not so self assured Now I find I've changed my mind and opened up the doors Help me if you can, I'm feeling down And I do appreciate you being 'round Help me get my feet back on the ground Won't you please, please help me And now my life has changed in oh so many ways My ...