...and think. like i always used to think i was quite fickle but i'm not (thank god) and i always used to think i was quite fake in relation to what i wanted to achieve and the kind of person i wantetd to be. you know cause these days it's so ridiculously easy to just mould yourself into a better version of what you really are. i watch people doing it, it's even so obvious from afar and it's fucking ...