.... i am such a recluse its horrible. I hav been ignoring all my friends invites, and i think that they are starting to get fed up with me. "how can we help you, if you are not helping yourself". urghh, yeah thanks my so-called-friend. maybe i dont wont help. anyway, today is day four of my fast. you think i would be happy. but honestly i feel fatter then ever before. i am not even hungry yet ...
Am now down two wisdom and up one extensive filling. He drilled for SO LONG and then ripped the teeth out in about 2 minutes. Numbing is wearing off and I'm HUNGRY but need to wait another 10mins before the bitey thing comes out. I laughed while the teeth were coming out. I dunno, there was just something very amusing about having teeth wrenched out of my jaw. And the "food" I'm looking forward ...
urgh im angry with myself im like....numb..... tts why i have such a hard time doing this sidang burung! URGH!! like....this character is so close to my character yet i cant feel anything about it. HMMMPHHH!!! why ah? i used to be the overlyu sensitive girl with lots of emotion, burning passion and all that and now...im reduced to this lump of numbness.!! my hypothesis is..... because ive had...
so , Im kinda delayed on updating. not a whole lot has really gone on... same old stuff. waiting to start my new job pretty much. last week was soo long. i am so thankful the weekend is here. i dont want tomorrow to be sunday though ... cuz that means another work week will be here. i slept alot today - i am not feeling well :/ anyways, i have been doing alot of research on schools, ...
this is kinda cool i guess. the first day im using my journal. im having i pretty rough week.. dont feel like typing. im getting on myspace. pce outtttttttt :]
Why can't everyone just depend on themselves for ONCE! My sis is in a FOUL mood cause she just came back from her 1st day of poly. To topped that off.. our printer has no ink to prink her so called homework thus she asked me for the printer ink model . I asked her to checked it herself and she's like scolding me cause she doesn't know how to. urghhhh!!!!!!!!!! cant she be more IT SAVVY ??! not ...
In a slump-da-slump... Well, had a nice time with my lover today. We went out to eat, and he is being all fluffy and wanted to cuddle and make out in the car. Which progressed happily to the bedroom (where I insisted on a back rub, LOL) and then even more nicely to something that made me very sleep. So I napped. Now I feel all groggy and weird. It's 12am. I have homework I've put off all ...
I'm sat up now (I couldn't get to sleep) because I was going through the lyrics of the song I need to sing for my performing arts exam tomorrow (it's part of a show I'm doing in a group) in my head to make sure I know them. One line...one FREAKIN line! And one of the most simple lines ever! I will seriously be glad when this is over. Our class is probably one of the most bitchy and backstabby ...
