URGGGG

Doing pretty oki 4 the past week until last night  Family dinner ....forced 2 eat  =[  dont wanna make my family suspicous so had 2 eat a meal with them. It was the worst, i feel disgusting. I  cant even go down the gym because my whole leg is in plaster!   Can this get worse?

URGGGG!!

 ok, so i haven't been on in a while. About a week now. That for me is a long without support. So yeah but i managed to gain 2 pounds. UNBELIEVABLE. So frastrated right now. Today i asked a girl how much do u weight? and she said she weight about 95 lbs. FOR 5'5". Thats way underweight. WOW. SO now she is my motivation. ANd since she is a friend of mine, She is a constant reminder.   Stats: ...

fucking hyper

Holy shit, I started talking to this guy Hyper a lil' bit ago, and while he was pretty cool to begin with, turns out he was just a fucking perv and I hate his FACE URGGGG. oh my god, he is so annoying and such a prick, I mean, all he does is draw furry porn and make children of our characters, which is so fucking creepy I can't even begin to talk about it. He's mean and nasty and his breath is not...

sigh

... i dont know how so many of you guys do it (maybe i just lack self control) fasting always led to a major binge and p (i even hate typing it but inside i know i still love it urgggg) and guess what we were in LA for christmas.... all those perfect people... i feel like such a fat ass when i see all those perfectly tall model looking normal people all the shopping... the more i shop.... the more ...

Sunday 12:43pm

... so i believe him. but his parents done...what a jip. Even my mom believes him. she was like "nahhhh trace isnt the kind of kid that would do that". So he couldnt spend the night last night cuz of her ass. Urgggg. Im wondering where he is. cuz if he was at home he would've read it by now. Maybe he's still asleep? we did go to bed at 3 but thats not like him. I cant think of anywhere he'd go. ...

..., I may link them on here. Feeling a little bit anxious for these months to go by. I've been puttin gtogether some designs for a friends to go over but now have to base them off commercial patterns....urgggg. I don't like being a designer and having to rely on that. I'm still wanting some pattern software and a dress form. *christmas presents* that way I don't have to go out and buy pattern ...