I need people to start listening i need people to do know that somethings are out of my hand but i try my hardest to get them how they are supposed to be. you cant yell at me for something uncontrably out of my hands "Selfish bitch. Stay brootal? Get fucked up and die."  im sorry if things dont go the way we need it to. i know its hard to go this long. i know how it feels, that ...