just a random post

... this past 15 years! It's worst in the uni! it's a few weeks before I'm done with my degree. So near, yet so far! I'm jittering. Why do I have so many responsibilities in school? my grades, the club's standing, what the entire school thinks about me - they're so exhausting and SICKENING... I always wish I could go back in time, andd twicked all those events that led me to my current dilemma.

... i get to take my rat with me. will properly only be 1 night before the fighting starts, then the 'lets just go home', then the tears of 'can't we have one nice family holiday?'. My mum hasn't twicked on that she's the one who starting arguements over nothing everytime we go away then blames us for it. I hate family holiday, episally in places where i can't escape from. I can't even say i'm just ...