Lots of things.

....) Martha-me was beginning to despair, because, for whatever reason, I couldn't complete my mission, and it seemed like I was waiting to be rescued, perhaps? Nobody around me knew that I was this time travelly special lady, or that I was there for this mission, so I was also despairing because I couldn't talk to anyone about it. I remember feeling like I'd been abandoned. Then we went to the VMAs ...