Amber over Ambrosia

Got me. i was here a little less than an eternity ago and i can't remember the last time those lines mattered i change like my underwear the insecurity behind the typewriter im not any less fulfilled but i'm getting to the point where melted milk is more like a novelty than concrete emotion they say the holidays make you weepy and if so then bring me the willows i need them tucked into every ...

What's the matter Mary Jane?

Whats the matter mary jane, you had a hard day As you place the dont disturb sign on the door You lost your place in line again, what a pity You never seem to want to dance anymore Itsa long way down On this roller coaster The last chance streetcar Went off the track And youre on it I hear youre counting sheep again mary jane Whats the point of trying to dream anymore I hear youre losing weight...

Friends Forever

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0HDM3eYp4KQ And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives Where we're gonna be when we turn 25 I keep thinking times will never change Keep on thinking things will always be the same But when we leave this year we won't be coming back No more hanging out cause we're on a different track And if you got something that you need to say You better ...

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And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives Where we're gonna be when we turn 25 I keep thinking times will never change Keep on thinking things will always be the same But when we leave this year we won't be coming back No more hanging out cause we're on a different track And if you got something that you need to say You better say it right now cause you don't have another day ...

madness creeping slowly sweeping always dreaming reason leaving. i have no meaning all the screaming has me retreating to the dreaming and demeaning mental teetering. between what i see what my mind precieves to be the suffering is it real or is it all serene? i find myself second guessing what i know for fact but the fact is that my minds has finally cracked. i can't go back i can't retract but...

To Get Caught Up

So there has been a lot of people in and out of my life lately.. Matt was a no go...and Chad...the ex..was just that..an ex But lately I have been thinkin..I am going to be 21 this year... Im in school..almost done with my Bachlors.. Plus I have a lot going for me... Why worry about guys..?? Ive come to the conclusion that there is no need for them in my life right now.. Sure it would be nice to ...

Weight Loss Goal. The Basics Of Effective Goal-Setting - Setting Weight Loss Goals

... Goals. Weight Loss Reality Check. Avoid All-or-Nothing Thinking. Setting realistic weight loss goal s will help dieters stick to their diet plan.. weight loss ambitions can help you stay on trackand reach your diet goals.. WLR's dietitian advises on how to set a slimming and weight loss goal .. How to Set a weight loss goal . By WLR Dietitian. Juliette Kellow BSc ...

it may take some time to patch me up inside; I can't take it, so I run away and hide

I'm not saying that I've given up, I'm just trying not to think as much I used to because never is a lonely little messed up word; maybe I'll get it right someday. For the first time in a long time, I can say that I want to try; I feel helpless for the most part, but I'm learning to open my eyes and the sad truth of the matter is I'll never get over it, but I'm going to try to get better and ...

Song writing/freewriting

I'm so annoyed and done with feeling so torn Sometimes I feel too strong to carry on I just need to lift the weight off my shoulders I miss you girl, you are my own You are my own, you are my own My own salvation lies in your love Yes, I'm talking to you there in the mirror Can't you see? I had a dream I stood there, And saw myself for who I am But I can never be sure, I've never known before ...

Argh. Im dreading college tomorrow. Ive messed up so much My health cw is a week late, and my teachers going to kill me. And i've been bunking spanish for weeks. I have 2 weeks to do my graphics coursework and i havent done any of it because i thought i had so much time and my photography is horrendous My head hurts and my stomachs crying out for food. My college despises me and is sending me ...