... all this stupid shit that just makes me angrier. Aaaand I'm thinking of starting a new journal for all the crap that would just depress everyone. Needless to say my condition is evolving but it's been torturesome. ESPECIALLY WITH CASEY GONE ALL THE FUCKING TIME. One of the things that has really gotten bad is my in ability to let things go. I don't talk about it but I can't even sleep some ...