i cant take it

i thought that i was doing so much better i thought that i was going to be okay but sometimes it is so hard i miss being loved there is no body to love me and it is so hard for me i havent felt loved for a while now i know that i should of but he didnt really love me i see that looking back at it and that kills me that it is that easy not to love me i just want to be held it has been such a long ...

WGT 09.05.2008.FREITAG

(((HOME))) ---> (((Leipzig))) so from today will start WGT finally this is one of BIG reason why i come to Germany as working holiday cause i wanted join to WGT miwako_kazumi told me last night what nobody go to WGT for party i didnt know system of WGT so many ppl go to WGT for see many LIVE ha~~~~~~ so last night i checked WGT official homepage site ...

so someone has told me today that my boyfriend had sex with kirstie bird when they were together. this wouldnt be the first time ive heard this. and im sure it wont be the last. i told steven about it and of course he denys it. as for me i'll never know. do i care to know the real truth? no prob not. the truth would prob hurt more then the lies. all i can say right now is were together...

alright well i haven't updated in forever and nobody reads these damn things anymore so thats cool. a sort of anonymous place to write with the knowledge that someone may read it, but I probably won't know who. Kinda like perks of being a wallflower so..... my life has changed immensely in the last 3 months i don't even know where to begin for the first time since I was 13 i am not in a ...

G ood grief this was a long week O dds were against me from the start O h really, the odds are in favor of your heart D ay, i'm just waiting for that day! N ext time I'll remember I just need your help. G et your things together H e is always there to catch me T rue love in the end is always right.

oh wont you be my valentine!

I have always always always been a hopless romantic, I have always wanted my dream man to sweep me off my feet n have the ability to make me forget anything thats bothering me when Im with him.... and to tell u the truth I have found him. Tomorow Is our 3 year aniversary..... I could not be more in love than I am right now. No matter what He will always have a little part of my heart. I was ...