I still miss you like gumdrops on a snow day. I Know That I Know never knowing what the hell to do to replace these memories that I’ve saved of you if I could replace thoughts with others, I would I’ve tried, but it fails always saving themselves cause when I begin to speak my words come out weak how will this end such a love, such close friends staying content with this no undulation for a ...

Last week in Meteorology, we had to write a poem about the weather and its connection with feelings and emotions and I ended up writing this poem about the rain and missing Jessica and I thought I'd post it here for anyone who wants to read it. Rain clouds open and it starts to pour As I step from the car and close the door The rain falls on my face and gets lost Within my tears brought on from...

LeakyNews.com blog update

New Blog Entry for LeakyNews.com here Of course I finished it about 5 seconds before the news of the movie push back was posted, so I am a bit behind here... but I didn't' want to scrap it since I've had the post rolling around in my head for a while now (I actually started it the Friday of the week of the trailer) I do have another post ready to go up soon also.. Yeah!!! I may do a fan art ...

in favor of weak and easy, the last one in line for kickball will wait and pray to God that they'll get to watch the homeruns go by, and, before their turn, that three outs might somehow come about it's always in one's way, if one has learned early, to be afraid of heights, or holding hands with someone, or zombies - fear accosted is hard to break, like an ice chunk the size of a mountain, than ...

someone must translate this book. "and we have a country of no borders, like our thoughts of the unknown, narrow and wide. A country.. When we walk upon its map it constrains us, pulls us to a gray tunnel, and we scream into its maze: we still love you. Our love is an inherited disease. A country.. when it throws us out into the unknown.. it widens. Its willows, its features grow. And its ...

like a diamond ring

On the way home,this car hears my confessions. I think tonight I'll take the long way. Does it comfort you to know you fought the good fight? Basking in your victory, Hollow and alone. S o what's another day when I can't bear these nights of thoughts of going on without you. And breathing is a foreign task and thinking's just too much to ask and you're measuring your minutes by a clock ...

So What?

So what if I’m not pretty? I don’t need to be, I respect what’s been given to me. So what if I’m Number Two? Good for you, Number One I congratulate you. So what if I am not graceful? It’s not like I’m a swan. So what if I’m quiet? So what if I’m shy? Would you rather have me, all over other guys?   Sorry if I don’t meet your standards of ...

endless thoughts

Endless thoughts My thoughts are falling Down Down Down Into a hell of nothingness It’s endless They go on Forever And ever Ever And ever All these thoughts Breaking me inside Trying to get out Pushing pools of falling Tears Tears Tears From my hazel eyes All these thoughts Of him Of this Of that Of the past Of the future The things I want The things that hurt And tare you up inside But ...