... but that was when I ruled the world Home used to be my sanctuary. Our house used to be the place where I could feel the protection from the bogeyman. Now, the road to our home seems to be filled with thoughts of things you'd rather not be thinking of, but you can't help. It's the same way you can't help but going to the bathroom every morning. It was the wicked and wild wind. Blew down the ...
One is a rapper with a history of substance abuse and petty crimes and creates lyrics glorifying drug use and objectifying women and rhapsodizing about his endowment. His look has been emulated by many, not the least thousands upon thousands of high school aged boys. The other is most noted for creating his own religion that enabled him to marry and divorce and behead his wives in merry ...
... harass my adoptive family. *Father's Day. Enough said. *I am feeling selfish. I want certain things to be just "mine". I don't want to share EVERYTHING with Billy right now. I want some of my thoughts and feelings to be mine alone. *I'm angry. Anger is my first emotional reaction to things. I can't quite put my finger what emotion(s) are behind the anger this time. That's bothering me. That...
... # Several guys at work always want me to call them. why? i barely even talk when we are in person. # Anywayive gota day off then go back fri. # I always think evil thoughts while riding past my exs work. it is automatic at this point. diaf! # I congratulate myself on getting through this day. The exhausted feeling wore off and the drugged otherworldly feeling kicked in... # ...
I am reading alot of books about Buddhism and related topics and one of the things that i have picked up on is that Happinessrelies on not concentrating on what i dont have and want (desires) i should instead change how i view my life/possesions and my perception of them/it As a start i am going to list the thing i am thankful for that i have and update that list once a week i will update ...
When I was talking with the life coach, a couple options that we kicked around for long term career solutions were... Computer coach. Tarot reader/psychic. Now I knew about these two options pretty much already. Being a coach is a little moreinvolved than simply being the tech everyone calls when their machine bolloxes up. We had also discussed end user training, about showing them how ...
Dramarians, please tell me what are the things you continually think about that you know you shouldn't? Thoughts that have gone on for years, maybe even obsessions. IE: Past relationship, drugs, stealing, zombies taking over the world, etc. One of mine is what I would do if I won the lottery. So much so, I've made lists of what I would buy.
I am having a weird moment of low self esteem. Surprising for a fat girl maybe, but I actually have fairly high self esteem. I normally like who I am, how I look. I like me. And so, a practical, if a little navel gazey, is to remind myself, that actually? I'm fucking awesome. So if you'll forgive the repost of a repost repost, my favourite picture of myself: me with Geoff Rickly. I'm not ...
I am really pissed off at the moment. You know, when you work hard on something, when you put a lot of time and strength into it, and then all you get is only negative feedback. All the time. From people whom you consider to be your friends. Now that gives a lot of motivation, doesn't it? I know that once you get into a new area of something, like music business for instance, you feel that you'...
Just the little thoughts for today : 10:28 is enjoying a leisurely Sundaybreakfast at Naumi. bit.ly/YumdH twitpic.com/7cgpv # 19:56 Dinner at O'Learys, Singapore Flyer. bit.ly/1ahGPv twitpic.com/7debe # Automatically shipped by LoudTwitter
