thinsparation book finished!!!

I am sooo excited!! I finally got my thinsparation book finished, it took three days. It has over 45 pictures of models, ana queens, exc. and it has over 300 tips for my pro-ana  journey I m going to start my under  diet today! I am only aloud to have Bananas (120) , 1/2 cup of instant oatmeal with water (160), Celery (40 calories per 4 inch stick), and baby carrots (10 baby ...

..., scratchings! Things like 1 slice of bread or 1/2 cup of tuna. I mean seriously no one I would of thought could live off this. But they can! See, I wouldn't have known about Pro Ana or Thinsparation without having seen Fern Cottons show on online anorexia and if i haden't of seen it I would of been eating the way I always have done. Enough is enough ! Time for drastic change! Oh and guys, I ...

step one

just started my thinsparation/intake log. i need to get a scale... its been a long time since ive been on one of those.... im horrified butwhat its going to say. took pics of my fat self naked to push me more.... its disgusting... im disgusting... still havent eaten anything today. i think im gonna try to do this for 3 days at least.... if it goes well maybe longer.