I quess spillinq your emotions out into a Journal is easier than tellinq somebody. I could quarantee that 99% of the thinqs I will sayy in this thinq will be about Kenny Sanders. So here qoes nothin ;. Somedays im lost and confused; other days im all happy &; chipper. I dont know what today will be. I've slept most of the day. Last niqht I had to follow an ambulance all the wayy to louisviLLe ...

iStoled

... out? :( Did you wake up happy today? K lang naman. :) Is there a niqht you would like to put on repeat and live it forever? Quite a few :) BTW, nice question. Is there someone you'd like to fix thinqs with? No. I hate you. GTFO. Go away. Nothing needs to be fixed :| At least I don't want to fix it. Did you kiss someone before you were sixteen? I kissed my family :D HAHAHA. I wish :( Who ...

because the bordum is eatinq me alive -__-

... shattered, and im still pickinq up the pieses...hopefully jeremy will help me with that. idk i feel like thinqs could be diffrent w/ jeremy. i could actually see my self fallinq in love w/ him nd havinq a ... at that point all i could think is, well finnaly life is makinq the right turns. but as always thinqs cant be peachy keen. so bitchass chris told my parents i had a bf. like wtf i was qonna ...

lost

just 6more days. even thouqh im muqqin hard tryinq my utmost best to concentrate but still, somethinq's amiss. im feelinq damn empty within i wonder why but it saddens me. thouqhts beqan circlinq in my mind &thats when thinqs qet worse. so near yet so far, we've become different person livinq in different universe. fuckinq late niqht emo :(

fuckiin upp =[ damnn diggy

... Brother; tryna focus on myself ; or my family qot in the way of thinqs . ii gave my number away to boys [not becuz ii was lookinq 2 hook-..., ii liked the way he felt &&; how ii could talk 2 him about thinqs and how ii could see past what everyone else saw in him . ii thouqht... mee back for biting him &&; teasing him for 3 days . ii want'd thinqs 2 be perfect but oh welll .. As much as he's done 2 ...

what ii [don't] like about you =x

... ii say somethin' he changes the subject . -uses his "sadface" to get what he wants . -throws thinqs in my face &&; makes mee feel guilty for them ; holds it aqainst mee . -tells mee wat ii ... once ii qive in . -qets jealous about every little thinq . -fights w| people; physically &&; verbally -throws thinqs when he's mad -is so incredibly lazy -wastes his money on dumb shit -hates on my pictures ...

... So yesterday , i only accomplished two out of six thinqs . Hah , pathetic ehh ? Those two thinqs were takinq that doctor`s shot and watchinq The Search For The Next Pussycat Doll ...              My parents said some pretty harsh thinqs , so i obviously needed my iPod wl me while on...form so i don`t have to put the same thinqs twice or more ?!?! Jesus Christ !             ...

siqhh . .

... or i dont even think i qot in . So basically , i find this form useless plus its almost time for them to send acceptance letters so its already to late !!! Gosh , why do they call to ask these thinqs if they know that i'm not worth their time ?! It just causes troubles for me , my parents , and the teachers . Oh yea , i`ve noticed JoannaKonqL never updates anymore !!! Ahem , anyways , today when ...