screwed decisions

i dont know why but those two words appeared in my mind just now but yeah. 2009 started with a series of screwed decisions and i thought that school will somehow bring me away from all the screwed stuff but no i was wrong today it strucked me that everything was still there okay i wasnt in the correct state of mind :D hahaha i think mugging is a great thing when you need to escape from reality...

The new boy

so theres this guy                         his name is eric carette i met him at a house party i didnt really think much of it at first but i havent gotten him off my mind since that day its weird falling for someone so fast and when he smiles i blush and when he laughs i smile he is taller then me we all know thats a must he has blonde hair and blue eyes i ...

 Just another little thing When discussing Microsoft word, our lecturer turned around and said "When you get those awful red wobbly bits underneath your words, that Bill Gates telling you you're wrong. Very wrong..." As usual, we all stared and then started to laugh as he wandered off...

Some of us make connections who don’t know how

Sometimes when I walk through the door it Comes from all directions That old nose from when you were a child Implications for the practicing no one has done It happens most often when I come needing the opposite thing When I make the least sense probably Like it bears down too hard for her to just say Got your back like the way earth holds us all Our lives fill up with repetition like with ...

Its a forever kind of thing when two souls meet he fixed me saved me put me back together.

Is it a modly one?

Cleanliness is next to godliness modliness! Hi~ My name is Kara. >.> Some of you know me! Some of you probably have seen me in other games with characters like inyourbusiness , aka Meryl Stryfe, and the like. Hihihihihihihihi :D This round, I'll be playing a number of characters, but they're waiting for their compadres, so to speak, to show up. For now, the ritualistic greeter of ...

1.12.07--5:58--home

damn first day of dec. november went by fucking faaaast. hmm sad. years almost over. anyway im so stressed with tony. after this quinciera im done with him. hes not my friend no more nothing. uhhhhhh hes just making me so mad lately. like every little thing he does bugs the fuck out of me. he's cool and all i just dont want to be a fake friend. thats it. so after nyd's thing when he comes up...

things arent gonna work obviously and i wanna go home now. HOME NOW i completely hate it up here. i basically cant tell you how much i wanna go home. theres no way to express how i feel writing it down. i miss brandon. and i miss kelsey. like hell. ='[ theres no way me as a person can stay here for four months. i already was close enough to ending it. i just keep calm. i wish my mom ...

I refuse to surrender!

Isn't amazing, when an entire album fits what your life is experiencing? Paramour Sessions by Papa Roach is me right now. (I just wanna be wanna be loved! hehe) This fits all the crap I have been through the past 3 years...     The World Around You Lyrics Woaho Woaho Yea Yea Woaho Woaho Yea Yea You say I’m looking really bad You say I’m looking really sick And I don’t even care I never ...

Seriously who the fuck cares, If so why would people not seem to care They sit around and stare at what there life was or is or will be. So self centered no one gives a shit About life about feelings Our passion or caring Everyone just cares about what your doing where your going. As this will be disregarded and said idiotic Just another LJ thing they might say Something about his life being in ...