im so sorry im going to have you go through this.. i honestly am sorry but the feelings arent there. i wish i could feel the same way you feel about me. idk.. this is the wrong time for me to go through these thingsz agen.. thank you for everything. and im really truely sorry. i never wanted to hurt you...

.... BETWIXT, US, UR FAMSZ, DESTINY, AND NOW YOUR BOYFRIEND. REALIZE I DID SAY BOYFRIEND N NOT JOINT..LOL..THINGSZ ARE DIFFERENTLY AND I GUESS THATS APART OF US GROWING UP, GETTIN OLDER, AND BECOMING MORE MATURE. I JUST DIDNT ... NOT TO MAKE THIS OD LONG BC I KNOW HOW UR LAZII AZZ ISZ. BUT I WANT TO GET SOME THINGSZ OFF MY MIND..I CANT EVEN EXPLAIN OR WORDSZ CANT DEFINE HOW I FEEL FOR YOU. NO ON NO GAY ...