...happy go lucky but in the past few weeks i have just dug myself a deeper and thick grave and thought i threw... as ive been walked all over by someone who i thought was a friend.. i just dont understand how someone can just take advantage of someone who has done nothing but try to be there and help in every way they can to make their life better i just dont get it. then i hear talk smack about me wow...

Tears.. read when you feel weak for him.

...I can not believe what Ive just gone through. So JJ made a... low life, asshole. I honest dont understand how someone can make ... you soooo much. I mean just last weekend he was telling ... got rid of me. I just dont even know what to ... on me last night. I just never thought living here in ... A THOUSAND PICTURES!!!! I AM JUST BESIDE MYSELF. I WILL NEVER ... TOLD ME THE TRUTH. I JUST CANT FUCKING BELIEVE IT. IM ...

And I thought i hated military doctors..

...? I was ecstatic...carried Hayden just fine hell he didnt want to ...none of it is fair... Sorry just needed to vent a little..I...over it..everyone tells me "oh just dont worry about it and ... will happen" OKay what you dont understand is my body does ... work that way. If i just dont worry about it I ... NO PERIOD! So i cant just "let it happen" I have ... what your doin" not "oh just dont worry about it" FUCK ...

Fic: joyful girl (Ashlee gen with Pete/Ashlee, R)

...much boob," her little sister, just-pubescent and preternaturally-wise, tells...for dyed black. She will understand, someday, that you can't...him that the UK kind just aren't the same, mixtapes...singing along gleefully. “Anywhere, hell, just take me awaaaaaaay.” He kisses...night wind in her hair. dont you dare tell me about...even - is that sanitary?" Pete just laughs: unexpectedly low and wicked...

...how it works. Right now Im just righting random things on here like...of blog or somthing. Truely, I dont think this is a very ...by the way. Lately things have just been crap with Zach. How ... about everyone else more. He just upsets me constantly and I ...a mistake Zach is but I just cant give up on him.... 2 years. How can I just end it because Jacob decides ... life. For now I will just wait for Zach to catch ...

i just dont understand it.

what kind of person puts a morris chair made out of quarter sawn oak out by the side of the road, I dont care if it is water damaged and the boards have separated in a couple of places, I dont care that the springs are gone, Its frickin oak, everything else can be fixed.

I just dont know anymore.

sometimes i just dont understand the aspects that life gives you. i...isnt perfect and nobody seems to understand that. sometimes all that is going on around me, is just pulling me further and further down...rollin with the right people. i dont want to, stay another minute... ...what im going through, or atleast understand in how to help me ... the past, because i honestly dont trust a single person besides ...

I dont understand

...cant seem to stop it.. :( I dont know why some ppl love to...other ppl see my things. Is just that..i will feel uncomfortable ...is not really very 熟 with me...just take my things and read ... a very personal thing...i dont think i will be very ... inside my bag if i dont want others to read it.... partially my fault that i just put my things outside openly...... not very angry with it...just to let ppl know that ...

I dont understand

Ok, I dont know if im acting this way because my body has ... I cry over  nothing at all, im just weepy all day long.   I dont think im depressed because im only like this... one of the weepy days and i dont start my period untill tuesday. Should I... bipolar or have mutiple personalitys if i dont do something. besided I hate crying in ... I cant even tell him why because I DONT KNOW WHY!!!!  Help please!!!

moving on

sometimes i dont understand why and how people that youve known as one person change so ... how can someone youve shared such... memories with just greet you like a complete stranger, if not somebody they dont even like? how can somebody change so ... it depresses me to realize that i dont have that person to lean on anymore ... makes me feel empty too but i dont feel incomplete but i do not feel ...