god dam i get so upset and short temperd when im not high. its something i must work on. its the human condition to be fucked. its how the gods have made us to be damd an in thus pain is our joy in life... its a balance and we must enjoy both. the fact is the more you hurt the beter u will feel after it. and we always have waits needed to be happy around us at all time, we just have to beable ...