... I'm good with tension, fear, anger, et cetera. Sadness, mourning, grief, though, I hadn't experimented with. So I decided to take the last half and make it an exercise in that. Bearing in mind the tearshed, I think I'm competant. So now what I have to do is take what I've learned about my ability there, imbed all the ideas I shelved for the sake of space, expand on the most interesting points, ...

I can see honest eyes in your lies.

... that from then on it would be the journal in which I'd write down each new word I learned everyday. She wrote this little message to me on the first page and it made us both cry. There was tearshed, tears that will last longer than water in the ream of athirst sea. It made me think, a notebook is just a notebook until someone writes something meaningful in it and then it's a collector's item, a ...