Hello beautiful babygirl

Hello my baby :) hehe i like keeping this site it's kind of my place to write to you when youre not really around i hope you like it one day! you know what i really like? i like it that you told me you like building things, starting things i get to see another part of you that i didnt see before :) i want to know all that you like and love to do to be to have (uhhh i think i know that already,...

I cannot help but think I'm not enought

I cannot help but to think that I'm not enough. It's been a Long year... welcome 2008... you're almost over. So thus far, this year, I've been UNDERWHELMED, over-whelmed, and over-upset. I met someone, Mat... he is fantastic. He's an artist, and funny and smart, he's got baggage, and never bears his emotions... Just recently he published something on MYSPACE saying "fuck marriage, fuck a ...

Shuffle meme...

Put your MP3 player on shuffle, and write down the first line of the first twenty songs. Post the poem that results. The first line of the twenty-first is the title. "Will I get through the day" I will never understand you, We walked in streets where my soulless feet Sweet Maree, she came walking up to me However you feel, whatever it takes I tear my heart open, There's a breakdown on the ...

i love you this much.

You put everything before me. Before chris. Before mom. Before god. You literally run through my mind every single day.  Funny, because that's all you ever do is run. Running your races like you're running away from something. Everything is about running to you. But everything is about you to me. I miss who you use to be and i feel like i don't even know who you are anymore. I'm scared to death ...

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everything is

everything is the air smells like smoke and the sun smells like blood and the flies can smell the rottenness inside of me. but when you calculate the odds and watch the waves for awhile you'll see that if nothing is left to chance, everything is. now the sun has gone hunting and the new moon is hungry and stronger than the smoke from the fires. sometimes when the mood takes i listen to her ...

I'm here today and expected to stay On and on and on I'm tired I'm tired Looking out on the substitute scene Still going strong XO mom It's OK it's alright nothing's wrong Tell Mr. Man with impossible plans to just leave me alone In the place where I make no mistakes In the place where I have what it takes I'm never gonna know you now But I'm gonna love you anyhow

You have no idea how emotionally abusive you're being, do you? He attracts that kind of person That kind of pseudo-friend But somehow you're always Yelling at me in the end. What did I do to deserve it? Why do you have to take it out on me? If it's him that's doing something wrong Don't you realize he's not me? Sure, so you've been wronged But hey, I didn't hurt you If you're going to rant ...

i'm horribly impatient.

See I know nothing lasts forever: Imagine there was no tomorrow Imagine that I couldn't see your face There'd be no limit to my sorrow So all I can say I wanna tell you something Give you something Show you in so many ways Cuz it would all mean nothing If I don't say something Before it all goes away Don't wanna wait to bring you flowers Waste another hour Let alone another day I'm gonna tell ...

SONG OF THE WEEK

I forgot to put it up last week and the week before I think, but I'll throw in a bonus Christmas song. Girlfriend is Better by The Talking Heads I . . . Who took the money? Who took the money away? I . . . It's always showtime Here at the edge of the stage I, I, I, wake up and wonder What was the place, what was the name? We wanna wait, but here we go again... I . . . takes over slowly But ...