the definition of chagrin

... i felt when only one person went into the CDC LR1 at 1pm earlier today. "please earth, open up and swallow me, right NOW!" it was a very grueling task--to get people to come over to our sympo, which should be packed full, it was really, mind-boggling to find that what we thought would be a... horde of screaming fangirls (in the case of us inviting sir manix) and comic book enthusiasts (i spotted ...