I hate Postcolonial Studies!

... for me. It is not that I do not understand what the text by Edward Said was saying, but they (the colonisers) were studying me (the colonised)! It seems that I have become neutralised, subjectified or put on trial; that everything they say or I say seems to be directed at me or from me within respectively, that is, an Orientalist talking to an Oriental. Imminently, I feel cornered as a (post)...