Rest Between Two Fingers

I am dying slowly With each breath my lungs become darker Stickier. It makes no sense, really Destroying myself. When will I realize my errors? When will I pay the fine? It seems so easy — just to stop But I don't want to It's an addition to my body It's a part of me There when I am lonely, sad, happy, inebriated I am accustomed to its company Forever in debt to its services I told myself I would...

I keep thinking about suicide a lot. I mean, I don't have a job anymore. My parents don't want me around. My siblings don't really care about me. My friends are all avoiding me. I don't think I have a future. I just spend all my time sad and alone now. No one cares no one cares no one cares no one cares no one cares no one cares I'm never going to be good at anything I'm already not good at ...

tomorrows my birthday

i'm happy (: i love hit the lights, i sound so gay. So wake up, and let go Of these feelings that I've had for you It's easier said than done So give up, and let go Of these feelings that I've had for you Why couldn't you be one? But it's a guilty pleasure Deciding whether you were ever mine or not But it's just apparent That you weren't ever mine to start What will it take to make you ...

MISSING YOU ( YOUR GREATLY NEEDED)

YESTERDAY IT HIT ME UR GONE AND NOT COMIN BACK BUT I NEED YOU, LIFE DOESNT SEEM RIGHT WITHOUT YOU,'CAUSE ITS UR LOVE I LACK WHY COULDNT WE SWITCH PLACES, WHY CANT YOU BE OUT HERE IN THE WORLD I TALK TO UR BABY MOMMA THE OTHER DAY CONGRUALTIONS UR HAVING A BABY GIRL SEE IM NOT THE ONLY ONE OUT HERE WHO NEEDS YOUR LOVE THEY KEEP TELLING ME UR IN A BETTER PLACES, YOUR CHILLIN WITH THE ANGELS ABOVE...

вышел новый альбом Rise Against http://www.ljplus.ru/img4/l/e/le_pochard/RA.jpg я толком и послушать его не успела, но одна песня безусловно вызывает восхищение! hero of war - еще один акустический шедевр от этих веганов. Песня настолько тронула и музыкой и смыслом, что не выложить ее текст просто невозможно! Origilal lyrics: He said "Son, have you seen the world? Well, what would you ...

today fucking sucked. i just wanted to go. i didnt feel liek waiting around for you to be shitty to me over and over again. i dont regret the you portion of what happened i regret it happening. i didnt wanna move that fast but i have no self control. and i think you were giving me the hint to stop but i didnt take it so now here i am. i look like such an asshole. and you've made that perfectly ...

PASSION.

Training was freaking awesome! Damn drained though. Muscle ache all over. Stupid stomachache cos Mr Milk Tea was fighting with Mr Spicy Porkcubes. Ps with Ar & i shopped (yes again!) Hk cafe + gossips + laughs Anw shopping with her on Thurs again Cant wait Love love! &&& SOMEONE CALLED ME ON MY WAY HOME I didnt hear that voice for like a week? Gonna see you tmr Dub Lub, Wo de Lu (: And oh ...

Blackfield - 1000 People

A thousand people yell Shouting my name But I wanna die in this moment I wanna die And a thousand people smile Smiling at me But I wanna die in this moment I wanna die No way to understand Why I've become the way I am When the sky is filled with stars I find a place inside my heart Some people can take a blow And won't ever drop But I wanna die in this moment I wanna die She will tell me she ...

Can't

Can't I wish I could make you remember Everything you used to feel But… I can’t I wish I could turn everything back And love you the way I could But… I can’t I wish you would say you still loved me As much as you used to But… You can’t I wish I could be her, the one lying in your arms While I sit here crying again But… I can’t I wish I could erase your memories And stop the rivers ...

i think

 i have a different sex drive than all the other girls.  i really want it. and not sex... oral sex.  and not even necessarily on me... on him basically i really want to go down on a guy right now and it's been all i can think about... i didn't take notes in philosophy because i was imagining it. i really am embarrassed and want to stop but it's seriously all ic an think about and i can ...