A Reason To Keep Living I eyed the gun It was just sitting there On my bed Begging me To pick it up To raise it to my head And pull the trigger Then i wondered Why not? I have nothing Nothing To live for We live in a world Full of hate Full of sorrow Full of loneliness Why would anyone Want to live In this world? Then i close my eyes And i see his face A smile Slowly appears On my face Opening...

Fall, a time for looking back... and forward

... is nearing and end, it's almost time for winter.. time to re-energize, re-think plans for next year. It's a time for remembering as well as looking forward. I look backward, at times with a sorrowfull heart at all that has brought saddness, but also I smile at all that has been good in my life. I look forward with hope for dreams dreamed. Times change.. my old collie I notice, has grown old, ...

I've Decided

... you really love me, Or was that my role? I tried with all my might, To not shed one tear. But it stung like a bite, And then doubled with fear. Now i'm in solitude, Full of sorrowfull cries. I'm trying not to miss you, But i'm still thinking of our goodbyes.   Untitled The edge is nearing, my death closer. My life rearing, under a planet size boulder. I watch my memories, flutter ...