Mid Week Blues

... the computer on and here i am. What a life!  God i feel shitty about myself today. I want to be happy and full of beans but i just cant seem to be at the moment. I'm ususally the life and sooul of any party when i am with the right people, which by experience doesnt do much for you. At the time what ever you did was funny but then you look back or get reminded and you think oh shit why on earth ...