Well it's been 3 years since my boyfriend Jon commited suicide. I read my last post and i guess Is hould have expected it to say something good about Clay but I was disgusted. I loath that insect more than any other human being on the face of the earth. A lot has happened since Jon died. Clay gave me HIV. What a wonderful present, I hope I can repay him. After Clay used me up and ...
gave tuition a miss, because the lethargy that was building up throughout the day just hit me full blast after school, despite hopes to chase it away by playing vball. maybe it's because i'm missing all my naps in class. I'm pretty surprised actually, that i've managed to not sleep during class for several weeks now. It's like my mind is constantly awake though i'm so tired, but even then ...
You came bearing flowers Replacing the reaper With two blue irises To see past death You called upon walking giants To storm across desolate plains And fought a fortress of Silent snipers And yet still I wonder How did you get in here? Hush now. The natives are sleeping And when they see their towers torn And deprived of stone It won't be just me alone I will rebuild with your flame in my ...
hello darkness my old friend. I was never one of those who live for the dawning of a new day - I always preferred the night. I study at night, I get to think properly at night, I even paint better at night. I wouldn't happen to know why, but I think it's plainly because the thought that I'm awake, and half of northern hemisphere is asleep makes me feel special in a weird sort of way ... So I ...
HEEEEEY GIRL I WANNA CATCH YOUR WAVE HEEEEEY GIRL I WANNA DRIFT AWAY WITH YOU HEY GIRL, YOU GOT AN UNDERTOW HEY GIRL HEY GIRL JUST WANNA LET YOU KNOW. x] the click five, catch your wave BUT THIS GIRL WAS SO DETERMINED MY BRAIN BEGAN TO SIZZLE I'M SWEATING JUST A LITTLE SHE TURNED AROUND AND GIGGLED... ...IT'S HARD FOR ME TO CONTROL MYSELF AND TO HOLD MYSELF BACK FROM JUMPING ON YA LIKE I ...
i feel sick! i cant eat i just throw up.. I'm so ill.. I can't stand up for more than 10 minutes ,, the room is spinning.. I've been sick for 4 years.. the doctors and nursers at the hospital knows me now. "hi Jennifer" they say and wave my life is depressing .. im to ill to do anything anymore i spend my days sleeping and pretending that everything is great. but is not.. ...
Sounds Of Silence Hello darkness, my old friend I've come to talk with you again Because a vision softly creeping Left its seeds while I was sleeping And the vision that was planted in my brain Still remains Within the sound of silence In restless dreams I walked alone Narrow streets of cobblestone 'Neath the halo of a street lamp I turned my collar to the cold and damp...
aah I suddenly remember last night I dreamed about me and my dad traveling all over the world at some point we we're kinda out of money but my dad came with a perfect plan and we could continue our journey at this moment I can only remember the general outline, but when I woke up this morning it was a really really long dream felt like I enjoyed my night, instead of brainlessly sleeping and now...
my love is sleeping soundly with her face so filled with dreams off to work i leave her proudly cradeled in the arms of sleep does she know that i adore her? as i kiss her face before i go and how i wish i could explore her every inch of skin i want to know i fill up her glass of water and watch her back slowly rise and fall it makes me work a little harder to someday maybe have it all we fell in...
My life is not as easy as it sound but also not as complicated as people may see it I've had my best moments and the worse but in the end everything brings good to me In my life, nothing is coincidence Because I sometimes saw the future in my dreams places i've never been before but in just a matter of time, when that place appear right in front of me that's when I realized how my life is never...
