The second Doctor is made of win!

... a love interest. I hope that maybe there will be a male companion this year, seen as Matt smith has commited to at least 3 seasons, so he should get atleast on male friend. Also, I did eventually manage to make my vid, but I screwedup in a few places >_ < and the clips kept freezing. I really need some better software than WMM. If you interested, click for vid So anyway, thats about it.

... how many times you try. No matter how much you put in every single time..it just can't seem to match up to whatever you've had before. But at the very same time..because of this screwedup-ness of yourself, u in turn (subconsciously) screw up other people's lives too. Hah. 背叛 雨, 不停落下来 花, 怎么都不开 尽管我细心灌溉 你说不爱就不爱 我一个人 欣赏悲哀 爱, 只剩下无奈 我, 一直不愿再去猜 钢琴上黑键之间 永远都夹着空白 缺了一块 就不精采 紧紧相依的心如何 Say goodbye ...

... really nice! how much courage i had to muster. mum was back early so i told her how it happened. she laughed. which led to a nice "friends" talk. its been a long time(:   im been bummed that  screwedup my first dressing in a long time today :( i could have done better. esp since i wanted to show her i could do it. :( guess ill have to painstakingly wait for the next time and learn from today....

"Trans" - Continental-Inter-Sexual-Insanity Reigns Supreme

.... Meditation lately has been kinda iffy - I have over the past two days made up for some slacking, but then again my sleeping is also way out of whack. On the wierd intersexed-hormonally-screwedup-tip, things have been a little wierd. Contemplating cutting my hair, growing it out, I dont know... And dressing like a complete slob - its functional, not feeling really girly or beautiful right now, ...

天青色等烟雨而我在等你

.... i rather have long but not as painful knees rather than short sharp killing pains x( although both are not good! knee sort of screwed more aft assembly, rah! cca was ): cos i didnt jump thx to the screwedup knee :/ went to do souvenir instead and balanced on one leg ( :D good balance) for like nearly an hour or so O: which i think is the reason why the other knee is screwing up too. this is NOT ...