lost

... it all day.  the other day i caught myself not listening to someone at work because i was wondering what was in the hatch?  and why does jack creep me out so much? i find myself attracted to john locke's rusticness but he's also kind of gross.  this disturbs me. i try to imagine him frenching me but it doesn't work, but at the same time i get a little excited when he talks about hunting boar and ...