Oh. Goodness. It's 2009

... myself, none of which were pleasant, gained a lot of weight and just simply gave up on just about everything. My friends have been wonderful trying to support me, but sometimes shit just seems to be ridiculuously stupid. New Year was met in Joel's kitchen, talking about good old times when we had hopes and something to look forward to. The new year scares me because I see no good coming from it....