We cannot pull of I write sins not tragedies... However, this has to be one of the best moments in my life so far. We dont look good, we were far past the HOT stage by the time we ordered Cosmos... And yet we were so ridiculuosly happy, just us in that crazy little hollow! Remembering the breakdown into tears of laughter that came after always makes my day...

i dont get it...

... class at church which is always fun. so overall, good day...and im still sitting here fighting tears. im still sitting here sad. wat is that? ive felt plenty of pain in my life but this? this is ridiculuosly indescribable. this is always there...never ending. no matter what it's hangin over my head. i miss him so much it's killing me inside. i dnt know what to do. why did i let these feelings ...