help!!!

 hey im new!! im 5'1 and i wanna lose heaaaaaapz!!! ive lost a few kilos from retricting for a week which i was happy bout!!!but then i realised im not completely there yet...im 15..and fasting and restricting is basically impossible.. because of my dad..its easy on weekdays when im at school and dinner after school i can handle its just friday till sunday i cant ...fridays we go out to dinner......

just life

... not go back to AF. but he had too and let me tell you: it kills. i hate when he's gone. more than anything in life. ED: ughhh, it's not going so well. all this time after all this retricting i thought i'd at least lost some weight, but no. fuck you says my metabolism. you can gain until your the fattest fuck ever! i went to the hospital for surgery on Thursday night and it said I weighed 147 ...

I know the weekend is here and that it sometimes proves to be a most difficult time for fasting/retricting . Especially for me, I always end up binging on weekends. Kinda already did (forced to eat lunch w/ coworkers), and I was doing so well this week too =/ Anyways, I just wanted to say good luck to everyone this weekend. Stay strong and try not to be to hard on yourself if you do slip up. ...