I am going absolutely insane. GUILLOTINE GUILLOTINE GUILLOTINE GUILLOTINE GUILLOTINE GUILLOTINE GUILLOTINE!!!!111 AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH VOUS POUR TOUJOURS REMAINE LA MÊME PERSONNE. VOUS TRICHEREZ TOUJOURS SUR MOI. ET IL BAISANT DÉTRUIT MON ÂME. JE VOUS DÉTESTE, VOUS MORCEAU MENTEUR MERDE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM...

quick progress update

...really odd to me now because three days is nothing. three days is a hiccup. yet I would feel so frustrated that i couldn't do it that I'd quit, and then later come back to it feeling even worse. now, it's a steady thing. dare I say a determined thing? The scale may go up and down in the short term, but it will have to even out over time because my efforts will remaine constant. it will happen.