The Bell Jar.?

cud it be; this blog may actually exclude its usually-melanholy sense fer once?? well...fer the most part, yes, it wud seem that way. 2be honest, theres no other way id have rather spent my nite yesterday than curled up beside him in my basement, artifical intelligence flashing across the television screen. srsly, whod have thought hed caress my hand; lay my head on his chest; stroke my hair;...

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Never Fall Asleep...You Won't Wake Up.?

wats the point in living if we all die alone, anywayz?? is it rly enuf motivation, the ppl around u?? is it rly enuf knowing that the only reason ur here is because they want u 2 be?? i dont wanna live fer every1 else... and, im sure as heck not living fer me. my world seems so hollow as it crumbles to the ground. y shud i live fer u all if well all die alone in the end?? -F. is for ...

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Raindrops.?

do not stand at my grave & weep; i am not there. i do not sleep. unfortunately, im utterly ignorant, making ignorant descisions, and ignorantly getting myself grounded, hence the reason i havent updated in a week. app walking 2 the mall is out of the question. i am a thousand winds that blow. i am the diamond glints on snow. ah well, it was more fun than i wudve had in my lonely...

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The Bell Jar.?

Never Fall Asleep...You Won't Wake Up.?

Raindrops.?